Wednesday, September 19, 2007 3:39 PM
yst nbr post but don feel like posting yst deschool, ii d0nt wna talk much lerscience, me and cm werre talkingaftr that she suddenly asked me wonder why he will stop liking meii always thought because i broke the 4 outing with uesoo yr feelings fadebut now ii finally knw the truthwhyy are my friends still betraying meshe hinted and tell me i should not trust the ones beside me soo muchwhat does it mean?ii knew someone betrayed meand cause me all this unhappinesi criedi cnt controli rush to the toilet and cry this was my first time i cry till like that canni always dont knw what true love means to mebut he were the one who tell me that this is what true love meansbut because of love, it also made me cryii guessed i shall nbr trust anyone lerthis time was even my best friendsalthough ii do knw who are uebut if i find outi will hate ue foreverfor breaking us up!!i thought he trusted mebut instead of trusting me,he trust all those rumourswhy is he doinq this to mejust because of those few remarks?i knw i done wrrongg in sec 1but as us say ii treated her soo badlysec 2 i started to treat her nicelyshe were the one who started all thos msgesi din spoke a word of hatredbut nw because of thishe don like me anymoredon ii deserve a chance to changei din wna told ue guys what's the reasons i criedcos im scaredi have been hurt soo many timesmy friends, my family and even the guy i likeii have no one to trust tono one to turn to when im in troublenow even she don even wna tell me who told all that to him?ii cried badly
and it mean ii already died
just treat it as i have died
or maybe my heart has
thanks for all those caring for me
thanks raymond for trying to cheer me up
but no matter hw much ue joke with me,
the past celeste had died today.
i wish i didn't know the truth.at least i wont be hurt.now ii dont even knw who cann i trust now!!!
