Sunday, August 30, 2009 9:33 PM
Under the sunshine
Yes, my room colour changed from pink to purple
I'm quite liking it;)
It gives me a very peaceful feeling
Now my room theme colour is
purple, matching with white &
pinkHave to thank my beloved daddy for spending the whole of today!
Thank you!! Come to think of it, this purple seems to be the colour of my itouch silicon cover
Time's running out, no time to waste, i'm gonna work hard
For my future, for everyone's sake, for those who pinned high hopes on me
Celeste is determined to try her best
Put aside all my interest and distractions!
Bec i know after N, i could watch as many of such videos as i want;)
Goodnight,
Good or bad, it doesn’t matter
Friday, August 28, 2009 10:19 PM
Living memory
My academic wise has not been very ideal
Buck up! buck up! buck up!
I repeatedly reminded myself that it's not the time to play
And there's actually no time for me to waste either
But there've been too many distractions
I can't seem to study in my room,
it's way too cosy that sometimes i will sit down at my sofa, start revising
And ended up, relaxing
If not, i would be taking out some electronic gadgets & start surfing the net
For my English Compostion, i wrote the topic on "Discipline"
That wasn't the topic for us, where we could write freely
Yet, i choose that deadly topic, which caused me a F on my script
In my compo, i mentioned about self discipline
Which i think, i seriously need to practice self discipline
I always told myself, i'll just sleep for 5 minutes
I'll just laze around for 5 minutes, i'll just use my touch for 5 minutes
But 5 minutes wasn't even long, i ended up spending my day just giving my excuse of this 5 minutes
But i am not at all happy when we took back our papers
I will just tell my peers, it's okay, N level, i will study hard for it
But to think of it, Am i?
Celestegoh have got to buck up now, or she'll end up in I**
So i will. Bec, i know i could do it
I did it for my Socialstudies,
I told myself to study everything before i could sleep
And i did, and when i step out from the examination hall, i felt so relieved
I didn't step into the examination hall with a heavy heart on that day
And the feeling was just so awesome
I hope i could do this for the other subjects too
I will leave myself w no regret.
Bec, there won't be any time machines existing,
to take us back to the time that we regretted
Make the right decision, live with it, & not having any regrets
Goodnight,
星星在夜里的善变
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 9:10 PM
One sky, One destiny
{Jasmine's}
{Chingyee's} {Joey's}
{Joey card & gift}
{Chingyee,Jasmine,Yuying's;}; {B's}
{Cheufong's} {Lihao's}
{Limei's} {Peiqi's}
People call their sixteenth birthday as Sweet Sixteen
It's also bec of this sweet sixteen that mummy decided to invite my friends
Now, i am going to note down my words of appreciation.
I really have to thank limei,lihao,cheufong,peiqi for such an unexpected& marvellous gift
Yes, they made handmade cookies with icing sugar, 16 of those
They did and went alot to present this surprise to me,
such that these silly girls sort of ignored me the days before
Despite that i always irritate them with my nonsense
They gave me a really valuable present
Thank you so much!
Yeah, Hidayah's blog mentioned that i've been smiling since morning
Yes, i'm truly happy, for everything, everybody did
Though Hockyong,Daniel,Sekjian's present was a childish one,
But it's still the heart that counts, least they got me a present
People went around wishing me, singing birthday song to me
Those moments, greeting, songs were just so awesome, made me felt so heartwarming
Next, dinner @ Aston w batchies
The 4 respect people, despite of their mock exam tmr, they still made their way down to celebrate for me
Of course not forgetting Chan Joey! (my boyfriend uh)^^
The moments at there was superb, totally enjoyed the few hours with them
Bec, it's been very long since we had such a get-together session
More of these when our major exams are all over;)
Thank you each and everyone of you!!!(:D)
I can never thank you'll enough!(L)
Goodnight,
Holding on.
Sunday, August 23, 2009 9:22 PM
Strange and beautiful
Ha ha ha, that was my domokun birthday cake!
(idea from mummy,& decorated by Zoe & Weishan)
fyi: it was initially just a plain chocolate cakeSweet Sixteen Birthday Celebration down at Downtowneast chalet
Yesterday was awesome!
Cabbed down early for lunch at Kbox w Zoe&weishan
We went to Escape afterthen, which we only stayed there for 35 minutes
I think we only sat two rides, the superman ride and viking pirateship
And we went back!:O
I dont know if it's the viking ride that had turn scary,
Or we have become timid
Last time, we used to sit right at the back, feeling nothing
This time, we only sat at the first row, and we got really scared
The impact was there, my legs were practically shaking
So after two rides of viking, we went back to the chalet, to rest.
Then, slowly relatives came, food came
Mummy kept me busy for the whole day
Finally when i sat down alone at the room while the rest were doing their stuff,
I felt lonely, or kinda sad
Sad bec my friends could not be here, mummy did not allow me to invite them
Then, daddy told me, hey your friends are here, you're not going to welcome them?
I told him, it can't be, i did imagine that mummy would invite them secretly
But in my heart, i thought it was impossible
I went out, to just see who's fooling me
And, i saw three girls standing outside
I was totally shocked and suprised!
Standing there was Chingyee, YuYing, Jasmine (My bestest batchies!)Not only had mummy kept it from me, these three girls also kept it well from me uh
I totally went dumb, but afterthat, we had fun with the food and games
Thanks for giving me your evening, girls
I could never thank mummy enough!
The food, the celebration, the cake, the surprise was awesome!
We didn't sleep over at the chalet, bec now is the 7th month, it might not be a good idea
Coming on would be a date with glorious batchies on my actual birthday!:D
Goodnight,
sweetest highway
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 10:33 PM
This is the future
It has been a hectic month, doing up our presentation board, artefact, journal
Finally done with dnt
No more drawing/cutting&pasting/drilling/filing/sanding/typing
None of such anymore!(:
Throughout this whole thing, it has been really tiring and tough, but the process was enjoyable though
Where we help out one another, guide one another, encourage one another
So i'm thankful for everyone's help throughout this whole doing of journal and artefact thing
A big thankyou to our mentor/office boy, Mr Sui
He's really a good teacher though he's really sacarstic at words
I wonder was my time and effort spent, productive enough(?)
If next year, i get to take this dnt
I will make sure i spend quality time on it.
Now two subject dnt, mother tongue, is down
Right now, Concentration should be on N
Which my two weakest subject is Maths & Science
Some people say if you are good at language
You won't major in Maths & Science
How true is that.
I am good at language, but bad at Maths & Science
No point isn't it, the best is to balance all subjects well
N, our road of succes lies in here
So no time to waste anymore.
(L)All this precious moments, with you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
Goodnight,
To hold, to keep, to share
Monday, August 10, 2009 11:06 PM
Half the world away
If I had the choice, would I still choose here to be my home?
A home that has everything, but no bond
Can it really be counted as a home
Humans beings are always not satisfied with what they don’t have
Though they have many things, bec of what they don’t have,
We are not satisfied of it. We take things for granted
So am I also taking things for granted
I thought through this questions,
Yes, I am more fortunate than most of the people
Satisfying my needs is one issue, and building good r/s w family is another issue
So which is which? Which is more important to me
Maybe, if I had strong r/s w family, but don’t have my needs
I would still complain and grumble.
That’s the problem with the mindset human beings have
We will never be satisfied, because after we fulfill for our needs
We have new needs, new wants, everyone is greedy, aye?
Everyone wants the best for themselves
Though I need not have to worry with household chores, worry for money
But these are only the outer shells of my possession
What I really want to possess , is to balance this two things together
Bec it’s still the inner shells, the heart that’s matter
There’s always this miraculously bond between yr family and yrself
So no matter how detestable they can get, we won’t have the heart to hate them
Maybe yes, get irritated by them, get angry with them
But all this are just for the time being
Bec I know, if mummy returns me the laptop
I would say I love her!
Goodnight,
You've been great
So calm, so sweet, so dear
Sunday, August 09, 2009 8:01 PM
that's not my name
I really no longer wish or no longer want to care, cry,get jealous over this anymore
I really feel like not doing anything more, to improve our r/s of a mother & daughter
Bec what could I actually do
Results? But is this going to work
You make me feel like I have no way out
Once I flunk badly for N, life won’t be great for me, anymore
Shouldn't the role as a mother, encourage her daughter not to give up?
Yes, I know nothing about you
So do you, aye?
Do you know when I’m happy? Stress? Sad? Jealous?
Why, why I felt as thought brother is in heaven
And, I am in hell
People are telling me how fortunate I am.
But think twice again, am I really?
Is this fated?
Even my birthday celebration, I had no say over it
Really feel like telling them to just cancel the chalet
Bec, I am not even allowed to stay overnight at there.
The irony thing is that, people crys over guy, get sad over conflict in a friendship
But me, I cry over my mother, time and time again, I cry over it
I really don’t like the feeling of seeing brother get new things.
It’s been when since I had one? After the phone dad bought for me
Nothing else, but his room, have been adding on lots of things
Countless of new stuff
Even though, I need not had to do any of those household chores,
But she’s controlling, restricting! I don’t mind if she nags, but…L
If anyone know what I am going through, you won’t be saying I’m fortunate at all
Father, mother, brother, are all blaming me for not appreciating
But have you’ll tried to understand?
Bec, a home with everything anyone could ask for,
Doesn’t even feel like a home to me
Now my room, is no longer my room
Goodnight,
Tell me why
Thursday, August 06, 2009 10:46 PM
For blue skies
I want to faster get over with dnt
Can no longer cope with the late night sleeps anymore
Bec of the recent intensive dnt,
It’s draining all my energy
Worst still, teacher is expecting too much from me
Yet not helping, and is always being sacarstic
I can’t fend for myself too long, I need guidiance and assistance as well
So when I am at home, can you spare me from all the naggings
Leave me to do what I want to do, I already following yr rules
Sometimes, human beings too need peace.
Dnt has been revolving around my world, If I could kill it
I will not hesitate to!
Devoting myself to dnt, I neglected the people around me
Sorry love.
Goodnight,
the heart never lies
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 8:58 PM
worlds spins madly on
Usually near to the eve of National Day, our school would call for a celebration
This year, it's on Friday
But we are not going to have any celebration
Bec the school can't celebrate due to H1N1
Not even a morning parade
Prelims is on next week, just next week
So, it's time for mugging
I've already shifted out the mahjong table, start packing up my notes, going subject by subject
And i am gonna start my revision!(:
Quote from Mr Z: It's never too late, even if there's only one month left
As long we have not give up, there's still hope
I guess, words and sentence from people, always have a huge impact on us
Be it words of encouragement, words of discouragement,
it means a lot to us
Some teacher encourage us, and some people unknowingly discouraged us
And most of the students, needed only encouragement
I got rather motivated by Mr Z's words, but got discouraged by Miss L's words
Sometimes what we've said, unknowingly, might have hurt the other party
I am gonna burn midnight oil today, bec Mr Sui told me to get my jorunal ready by tomorrow
yet the others had time till 12th August, he wants to check mine first
Fairness really doens't exist in my world, aye
Goodnight,
secret someones
Monday, August 03, 2009 10:24 PM
till the end
Happy Birthday To Ohlimei!
(L)Did you had an enjoyable birthday celebration?
despite getting yr birthday bash
Well i hope you enjoyed today's surprise celebration for you:D
Even though you had cream all over yr hair/face/ear(?)
But birthday bash was meant to be like this!
For the few hours of dnt, i only cut a piece of wood
Glu-ed acrylic onto it, to make it possible to fit my battery case
Instead, i had super glue on my hand
And, it completely stick to my skin
Luckily i washed it off, or i wouldn't imagine what could happen next
I think i really have to fasten up my pace
I can say, my artefact is almost done
But what about my design journal?
That is then a big headache
I think, during the June holidays, focussed too much on hands-on
Now, journal is in a whole lot of mess
Tidying it up bits by bits!(:
Goodnight,
viva forever, everlasting love
Sunday, August 02, 2009 9:36 PM
I can only imagine
I gave aunt's birthday celebration a miss
Quite seldom that i would do this
Stayed at home to work on my journal.
Submission date is near!
Deadly 12th August!!
Yesterday night, brother looked through my journal
He said it was not very well done
If I'm gonna submit this, don't think of scoring it well.
So I'm redo-ing everything, hopefully there's still time left
It's driving me crazy
I would want to get it over and done with
To think that i was confident that i could score well with my current journal
Yet it proves me wrong
Human beings, always love making assumption (don't they?)
In the end, getting the wrong idea
And it leads to disappointment
Goodnight, b
love lockdown
