Monday, June 30, 2008 6:17 PM
Finally relieved
Haleyluyah, i'm finally worries free
hohoho, Happy Birthday to Rosey,gave her a big hug
yawn, i was damn sleepy at History lesson,
left school @ 1.30 for health check
was super tense up when waiting for the doc.
Ahhah, but after seeing the doctor, finally can wipe off my sweat
Like what the, it's just the same thing as the previous doc had said
then ask me cme for another stupid checkup for what?
make us so worry for nothing @_@
doc said 30% chances that my backbone will curve in more
so the only thing to prevent it, is to swim already
damn, i hate swimming laa. but for my health sake
No choice D: i got to do it
you leave me with no choice left.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 10:40 PM
The cruelity
just changed blogskins, but i didn't save my old one
so my links were the old one, will find time to update all my dead/changed links
no matter how hard we cry, we can't change the fact
i knw this fact is real cruel, but we need to accpet it
surely we dnt want to see them leaving unhappy
cause they knw we aren't happy?
let's pluck ourselves up.
it isn't that they are leaving for good, they'll still cme bk,
wont they? as long as we still get to see them
it isn't that bad yeah?
Praying real hard
It's grandpa 3rd death anniversary today
so went to pay respect to him, my dearly grandpa
i recalled the times when mum whack me, grandpa would protect me.
i was lucky to have a grandpa who cares for me.
:Chocolate fondue, mahjong, gambling at grandma hse
tmr need to have any checkup, i'm really lost for words
there's must be smething wrong, or i wouldn't be called again for another checkup
frm young i'm a timid person
i dnt even dare to pierce ear or such, i'm damn afraid of pain
& cousin case was alike as mine, she had to go for an operation
if i really had to go for it too, i think death would be a better choice for me
god, i begged you to bless me.
dnt bomb me with a bad news. Please...
save me from the misery
i'm full of fear now, please may nothing bad happen to me.
P.S/ now that you left men behind , who will i run to?
Saturday, June 28, 2008 10:15 PM
Screwed up life.
♥♥♥ GLORIOUS} 7th batch
Had less than six hours of sleep
COC parade @ Raffles Institution, reporting time: 7:15
it's like super duper early laa, can't take it already
i hadn't been sleeping well since the holidays.
i've got no comments for this parade
but it looks a little bit screwed up,
i couldn't tahan laa,the director's speech is too long
so ended up, falling out halfway through, i didn't want it this way
guess my stamina isn't that great, really have to build up my stamina
roam around RI for a short while,
how i wish Evergreen had 1/2 of it size & facilities.
till now, i'm still pinning on to just that little bit of hope till the day arrive
you assured me many things, but can i trust your words?
indeed i regretted, but it's all to late.
why must my parents everytime think on the bad side
can't they just think on the good side for bloody once?
P.S/ i want to, but i fear to.
Friday, June 27, 2008 8:46 PM
Emptiness filled in my heart
Suddenly i felt so lost
i'm just a nobody to everyone
i dnt knw which direction i'm heading to either
just where on earth am i heading to?
i existed in this world for nthing,
just a nobody
i never felt like this before
Thursday, June 26, 2008 10:11 PM
Cruel facts
had a damn long & tedious day, school was fine
Arg, i lost my wallet [Domo], i didn't take good care of it D:
we actually cab to S'pore Indoor Stadium
cause seriously if we take train, it gonna take us a long time
Dude, the stadium is effing huge & spacious
arnd 4+ we reached there, its already almost full
the parade was nice, drils was like so nice okay.
Whao, the part where Shaun [Campus Superstar'07] sung while standing on a plank
which was ascend down from above to the stage
was damn shuai & nice please
tht's the best part of the entire thing, for me maybe.
aftr tht, headed to kallang leisure park
dinner at kfc, went to play arcade for a short while
Damn it, i kept losing to the bastard Joey :/
& she made me fall, real bad, on the escalator D:
bt bear tht in mind, dnt play with Joey, she's too rough @_@
haleyluyah, pray hard tht i didn't sprain my leg
badnews: i gotta go for another back checkup
hopefully, nthing will turn bad ? God, pls bless me
goodluck to Syf people tmr, Gambateh
there are lot of things where we need to think carefully
& faced all the difficulties in our lfie.
we can't run away yeah?
so we got to face the reality, learnt to accept the fact
although i dnt wish to, but i've to.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 8:18 PM
Tired out.
Two periods of chem can totally put me off to sleep already
was like dozing on & off, luckily we still had 10 minutes to sleep peacefully ^^
two periods of maths was fine, cause just learn new topic again
d&t was like hell, just one lesson with Tansooliang
& i really bth him already. say all those da dao li,
still think VincentTan is the best, at least he still deserve sme respect
tht tansooliang; really cmi laa.
after tansooliang class, really very fustrated,
didn't want to go for the d&t course
but i didn't regret not going, cause it's super duper fun alrights
we learnt how to use the Sketchbook Pro software in the lifebook lappy
learnt how to draw simple cubes, & it takes me a lot of time & effort luh
lastofall, our assignments was to draw the RollerBrush.
looking forward to the next lesson :D
Syf opening tmr, shld i go? .__.
limei; your post on your blog is way too random
make me & lihao so famous in yr blog now
dnt spoil my reputation, i aren't a molester.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 5:07 PM
DOs&DONTs
RAWR,another day gone just like tht
boringg, there was a typo error in our recent timetable @_@
so it means tht our recess time hasn't change
still the same as before.
didn't manage to bluff the laocockcock SunLaoshi
aye,simply dread Mr Alibaba lesson
must study without the fan,it's like super dooble hot laaa
Gees, i think Mt lesson is the best
For god sake;
some things aren't meant to joke arnd alrights!
dnt do what you dnt like others to do to you
it's common sense right
stop critising, it isn't as though you're perfect.
& if just now, you the hell was just fooling arnd
i think it's too much
Freaking sicko still can laugh after doing wrong things.
Monday, June 23, 2008 7:10 PM
Sleeping pills
Yawns,first day of sch & i was nearly late luh
it was a big relief tht i wasn't
great,recieved new timetable again
duh, it's standard luh
arg,history just sucks
when can i strt to understand & like it eh?
tht day'll never arrive @_@
slept through out the assembly
Lol ,MrChan can put us to slp already luh
he's like super longwinded luh. Zomfg
seems like he've lesser influence power than MrVik.
oopppssssssssss
i've got a really tight schedule now .__.
Boring, mama will be slping in my room tonight
freedom gone, nooooooo
looking forward to glorious teeshirt
looking forward to daycamp
just looking forward to everything
Sunday, June 22, 2008 11:43 AM
Unpredictable
well, life is unpredictable
there's no certainity of tomorrow
we dnt knw when we will die
or when walking at the streets
suddenly, an acciden't happen, we're all be dead
so i must treasure life
livetoitfully
every difficulties can be overcome if we have the will in us.
so celeste goh, must go go go :D
Sleepless Nights
Arg, freaking imeem
i can't play song in my blog
Drats, what's wrong with imeem?
Stupid stupid stupid
yst night will be my last night to sleep well
when sch reopens, gotta wake up at 6 again
& need to sleep early again
while i miss my friends,
hadn't been seeing them during the holidays
except for Rc ones
Saturday, June 21, 2008 10:49 PM
Just another day gone
Hohoho, just a short post about today
went ikea with some glorious
shopped arnd for ikea stuff to put in our Rc Rm
i'm imagining how nice & cosy Rc Room would be after this whole "renovation"
i can say the next batch is lucky :/
sat inside the trolley where lessy pushed me anrd
i knw i'm kidish but it's fun i swear
alone went to Popo hse
where we just slack there &
cut big aunt's cake.
Zomfg,we just have one day left of pleasure
& soon when sch reopens, it'll be hell again
homework homework & homework .__.''
Friday, June 20, 2008 10:01 PM
Endless thoughts
i dnt fancy hellokitty, just take for fun
What a long day ahead of me today
Cleaning of Rc Rm was although tiring & dusty
but i enjoyed it much much
now Rc Rm have become more spacious & of course clean & spank :D
Mmmm, went to meet Shanny & off we go to lot 1
where she can see her favourite fat kitty
people squeezing & squashing me, so irritating :/
but the half-an-hour show is quite nice
went to visit my two little cute cousins for a short while
then off we went home
Yahoooo, i dnt need to feel guilty to anyone
Labels: Hyprocrites are simply too thickskinned
P.S: I ain't referring to anyone
Shan't think anymore
Thursday, June 19, 2008 7:25 PM
My apologies
GunDuNehNeh: i didn't knw that you're accompanying me to COC
now i didn't submit my name & didn't confirm with anyone
so now i dnt feel like going & my name wasn't submitted
resulted you to go alone
i feel so guilty laaaaaaa
i didn't knw you were going too.
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:D
Speechless
Arg,everyone seems to be falling ill
please take care of yourselves eh
maybe i will be the next one
Lunch, tepanyaki at Tampines Mall,
I finally got a domo softtoy
was rather suprised that mum allowed me to buy
bought it frm UrbanConcept
new things added to my collection
shop at Haji Lane was tiring
i'm dead beat
anytime now, my eyes can just close
too tired that i dnt feel like going to the COC thingy
sorrryyyy,
i think too much.
holding on to false hope
it's tiring to evol someone
Hard Time
Finally,i used my psp to blog for the 1st time
bt i got to spent a long time to post this.
Currently @ haji lane
arg i think we stayed in this for quite sometime.
bk hme i'll be bloging again.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 9:01 PM
Cousins
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Labels: my eyes look small cause of crying last night :/
Didn't wish for.
Yst night, something happened
which makes all of us go gaga..
i will just keep my feelings to myself
i really didn't expect it neither did i wish for it.
i wanted it so much, but i knw i can't
i did assure mum, & i knw i broke my promise :(
i didn't wish for all these to happen
it came to sudden. &
i'm left with no choices now
or i can't even choose?
i'll just try to accpet this fact & my fate.
Kbox, Movie & lunch at Kallang Leisure Park
Dinner at old kallang airport
am i suppose to say a word of thankyou to you?
i can decieve other people, but i can't decieve myself
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 10:19 PM
Let things be the way it is now.
Arg, i shld start having a habit to read emails
or i will be the last to knw everything :/
went for checkup today
at first the doctor told me:
'Hmm, there's a slight difference of your back'
& i even got to take an X-ray
Gosh, i dnt want to end up like my cousin :/
lucikly, after seeing my X-ray, the doc said everything is quite fine
my back curving in is quite mild :D
Oh yayy, i was super duper relieved
Off to IMM afterthat, to see shanny's hello kitty
but too bad, the show had ended
dinner at Downtowneast
i bumped into him at there
suddenly, i felt lost
maybe i really regretted. Bt everything is over over
it's too late for everything to be revived again.
Monday, June 16, 2008 8:41 PM
I didn't mean to meet you
Drats, had a slight headache today
Maybe it's because yst chatted till so late
Have been whole day watching at my com
I'm sitting alone trying to convince myself
that you weren't the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
& the more I want you here with me
the holidays are ending just in one week
How was my holiday life like?
did i spent it correctly? & live to it willingly.
going for a check up tmr, hopefully everything will turn out fine
♥ One more chance tonight
Sunday, June 15, 2008 12:41 PM
I didn't mean to get so close
Hellooo people
Going cycling in a short while
Will be back at night to blog again
Sayonara
Saturday, June 14, 2008 12:26 PM
Sitting here all by myself
Haleyluya, had loads of fun today
Out to bugis to eat & shop for a while
but mostly is my cousins buy things :/
but i super enjoy myself at downtowneast
Ohmygod, everything's totally changed at there
it become so effing beautiful & grand
Went to FRESH BULGGOGI to eat steamboat & buffet
It's a Korean Dining place
I love the kimchi soup la
cause of some good news, daddy out of sudden say want to go Kbox
Alright man, off we go to the Kbox
Sing till arnd 10+, then gotta say byebye to the microphone
♥Saw hunny & sabelle on the way
i miss them super lots. was a pity that we didn't get to meet up
someotherdays alright, hunnny♥♥
pictures will be upload another day
Friday, June 13, 2008 8:35 PM
Walk with me
Thursday, June 12, 2008 7:25 PM
Differences & Similarities
Grrr, i haven't finish my project work
i'm so gonna be dead, i need to finish it by today
or i will have no time next week :/
today Hao&Fong came my hse to do project work
we almost finishing already then i didn't save the file
so all gone= must redo
nooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i realized the differences between them finally
it's completely different in any ways
we'll miss them
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 8:01 PM
It's too late
Arg, I've been doing the wrong topic for my mt project
Grrr, so now i have to redo it :/ but finally finished
Why doesn't my com allow me to type chinese words?
It's quite stupid that i got to word by word find from internet
Damn it, now i get scared, when seeing chinese words
Jas & XueEr came to my house to do project today
Again, went vista to eat.
Help each other with our chinese project
It's so stupid, on web, they give us direct translation
& some was super absurd
we were laughing our ass off alrights
Jas is now my regular customer to my house :/
I simply hate her naggings
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 6:45 PM
A whole new world
Wah, really feel like slapping mum when she starts nagging
Ohmygod, when she start to nag, its non-stop
super irritating luh :/
whole day with Jas, she came my hse to study
aye, end up we didn't really study
all the way, we were munching on food &
watching 14 Sai NoHaha
Oh man, i miss watching that drama.
tmr, will be another day with Jas
she's coming my house together with XueEr to do her cl project
& tmr i'm so gonna send Lihao's mine
Hopefully, it will turn out fine
i've decided to stop pondering & waiting.
♥ happy memories together
Monday, June 09, 2008 7:54 PM
♥ Just a little bit of you.
Arhg, feel damn refreshed now
went for the lst session of facial
which cost 38 bucks
i hate the sqeezing part, but love putting the mask
the mask is quite cooling :/
actually facial aren't that bad as what i think
just a little pain.
i couldn't believe what i saw
it's completly insane.
asking myself,haveiachievedwhatiwant?
i guess i still haven't got whatiwant.
cause i can't feel it yet
♥ who do i lived for?
Sunday, June 08, 2008 10:13 PM
More than words to describe it
Damn shag & tired now.
But still feel like blogging before sleeping (used to it)
Today's glorious outing: was more than words can describe
shitttoh, they threw me into the water
than my whole hair was wet. Gah, i've said not to touch my hair :/
lst activity : playing with water
2nd activity: buliding sand castels
third activity : cycling & roller-blading
overall it was a fabulous day for me & everyone i believed
Looking forward for another outing like this again :D
hopefully with the same old people.
labels: I'm missing you every minutes & seconds.
P.S: Lessy: it's okay for not going to eat dinner with me.
there's simply no one who'll understand how i feel
Saturday, June 07, 2008 11:16 PM
Awaiting the day to arrive
Tmr tmr oh tmr
Can tmr faster arrive?
I'm so eager & excited. It's definetly gonna be a fine day tmr
A day for all of us to take revenge, esp towards the guys :/
& guys that run away from our water bomb, shall be called as gay
Cause they got no balls that's why they run :x
Rain rain go away, come again another day.
Please dont rain tmr.
Bought some tibits & water balloons
Tmr we lessy becoming aunty
cause must carry three pails to ECP. hahas
Rain rain go away
First of all, Happy 15th Birthday to our dear Chairman, Yuying
Yst whole night frm 12-2 was on phone with lessy
had a great time talking to her :D
Going to 2+, my eyes was about to shut
But then dumb lessy still dont want let me go sleep
Beg her for a while, finally i could sleep
A thunder somehow woke me up today
Early in the morning, already start to raining
& i'm praying hard that tmr won't run
Looking foward to tmr's outing
Will be out to Grandma hse.
I'll be back at night :D
People don't miss me :/
Friday, June 06, 2008 7:34 PM
It's a happy ending
Jas's: red,mine: Black, Cy's: Yellow
Shitttoh. I miss the fun yst night
Cy look here, Noob Gay is a japanese gay
want me to say this how many times? Duh
Out to Marina & Suntec with Jas & Cy
for the whole day, SeeChingYee have been asking me who's noob gay
but i will not tell her :D
Walk up & down just to find Cy's hoodie jacket
Gosh, there's many nice one. But didn't catch her eye
Duh,it's difficult to sastify her liking :/
Finally, walk to Suntec. There's one that caught her eye.
Three of us bought the same shirt & same kind of keychain
I've been eyeing for that shirt for a long time
Finally can buy :D
Another wish granted.
I shall not smear Hh reputation.
Hh is HweeHwa
Thursday, June 05, 2008 7:08 PM
A big fat thank you to my dear mummmyyyyyyyy.
signing off as daughter.
A second chance
Morning mum woke me up
suddenly say get prepared, we bring you so reborn yr hair
I was shock. Didn't we had a tiff yst?
Duhh..
But everything seems to be like a dream
She brought me to reborn my hair
& for the first time, she fed me.
Cause while reborning i can't move
I can really feel that she cares for me
God gave me a second chance, i'll treaure it.
i rmb yst i was looking at mum's photo & crying
i regret saying hurtful words, whenever i'm angry
esp yst. It was the most hurting words i ever said to her
Maybe i'm just being too stubborn.
anyway THANK YOU MUM :D
I realized no matter what happen, my family will be the only one by my side
& like what Jas said, no mother will hate their own children
anyone can choose to abandon me, but not for my family.
Rumours are fake.
Hey. For god sake, i'm not what celeste lim gordon or mrs lim.
Nothing is between me & him pleaseee
Slack at Rc Rm the whole day. Fun :D
i guess they had many fun locking me & him inside the rc rm. & drawing pictures.
Zomfg, i shoudln't have said those words at that time.
Now see what happen? Rumours spreading around.
Gah i said some hurtful words to mum :x
she even said what don't give me food & such
All night, i was worrying & crying
Cause i dont like her like that.
But i regret saying those words.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008 8:55 PM
Lack of confidence
Happy Birthday to Jesline & Brother :D
I get hurt easily these few days
First hurt my back, now's my thumb
My skin peeled off. Zomfg it hurts
Crap, OA lessons is boring, I was about to fall alseep.
OA: Overall pass, but it isn't all my credits anyway
GoodNews: Have chance to appeal
BadNewa: Someone is desiring for the same post as what i want.
Should i give in?
I enjoy the way it is now, hope nothing changes
But i do pray for one that will change. That's you.
I really dontknow what to do.
It's either a go for it, or stick to it.
Monday, June 02, 2008 10:08 PM
Trying hard
Hello reader, fun day today in RedCross.
I didn't have to worry that tmr no sch shoes to wear
Yahhooooo, cause mum just got me a new pair
Gah, i'm prepared for tmr's 'lecture'?
I really can't figured out what you're thinking
Everything seems to be a lie or an act.
Can we really act like everything didn't happen?
& be back friends again.
Won't have regrets?
I'm will try.
Labels: Maybe everything is fated/
Sunday, June 01, 2008 7:34 PM
Nobody is indispensible to anyone.
Tadah, i'm finally back frm Raffles Hotel.the scenery there is so beautiful, espcially the night scenery
Now, i damn tempted to sit on the Singapore Flyer
Lunch at Suki Sushi.
Shopping at Raffles, Bought two shorts & a perfume :D
Shock that mum still got me some clothings
Back to hotel, watch tv & relax
My & shan went to the balcony at night
We sat there, with the beautiful night scenery & talk for the whole night
Slept at arnd 12 plus.
I couldn't even have a proper sleep
Cause dad's snoring was damn loud & irritating
which make me & shan couldn't sleep well.
Woke up at 3, stared at the dark ceiling till 5
Then i managed to sleep.
but didn't manage to wake up & see the sunrise. I hurt my back while bathing in the bathtub
Now i've got a big bruise at my back.
Today, we went to Vivo City to watch 'What Happen In Vegas"
Quite an intersting & funny movie
Vivo City was so huge, that we nearly lost our way
Couldn't find the shop which sells Domo Stuff =[
Me & mum had a deal, if i agree to go facial
She will let me reborn my hair.
A good deal i suppose
Maybe heaven is playing us .
❤Everything comes & go.
♥♥♥ GLORIOUS} 7th batch 
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