Friday, July 31, 2009 11:01 PM
Take the lead
I can say, whole day staying at the workshop, aint good at all, maybe for health
Drilling/screwing/filing/buffering/sanding/cutting/polishing/lathing,somehow spoiled my appetite
Maybe bec of the sound and the sawdust resulted to it
This week was definitely a tedious week for our two classes
We were given three full days to working on our coursework, from Wednesday onwards
(starting from 8 in the morning, right up to 5+ in the evening)
Everyone is certainly stressed out as we sees the deadline approaching nearer & nearer
No doubt, I am too.
Who's not, when dnt/art/f&n is the subject we might be able to score well in it
I pray,
I hope,
I wish, i would score well for my dnt
I really put it lots of my time/effort/sweat/brain cells, into it.
Stress is something that human beings cannot avoid
Therefore, we could only face it
It's just up to us, upon how we manage stress
And how we relieve stress
Yes, day by day, we are approaching our submission deadline
This would clearly explain how time passes by just in a flash
Time doesn't await for us, instead, we have to race against time
Which i believe, all of us are racing against time now
I guess, not only we are stressed(?)
Maybe, the teachers and instructors might be even more stress than us
Because they knows the criteria, they knows what to do
Though these few days, they were rather blunt in their words,
I believe and i hope so that they meant it well for us
No matter how tough the journey might be, as long as we dont give up,
There's still hope, nothing is impossible
If something is impossible, that's bec we assumed that it won't work out
But if we don't try, how would we know it won't work out well.
However if we don't try, we lose this chance,
Perhaps, we might not chance upon it anymore
Don't forget, success is turned inside out!(:
Persevere &
Hang on there Earthlings!!
Goodnight,
Rest well, another brand new day awaiting for us
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 10:36 PM
your life and mine
You don't know how much i detest it
Whenever i see you, watching shows online, with that laptop.
I got so disappointed, but what can i actually do.
I had to face this lagging laptop everyday
Yet, there you are, happily watching yr shows
At times, i really feel like venting my anger on something
Because when my laptop starts to lag out, i think of it again
You have yr laptop too, why are you hogging onto mine(!?)
Fairness doesn't even exist in my world, doesn't exist at my home
Maybe only biasness, jealously, and unfairness exist here
You were not as close minded as people think you might be
Because, i am treated like so different from how you treated brother.
Sometimes you tried to talk to me nicely, but i couldn't bring myself to talk to you nicely
Just because the hurt have been too deep.
Goodnight,
beautiful love
Friday, July 24, 2009 9:43 PM
somewhere only we know
It's by human nature that people are selfish(?)
The irony thing is my laptop had been repaired long ago
Yet because of human's nature of being selfish
They kept me in the dark
I felt like a fool, yet they could still use it to happily watch shows online!
Just because of their selfishness, i had to face this stupid old lag second hand laptop
When i open 'My documents', i had to wait for more than 2 minute
Just because of N level, am i to face four walls everyday in the room
Human beings, have feelings, but have you ever cared for my feelings?
I asked you this qns yst, and you did not give me an answer
Human beings naturally want fun in their life, want to know what's the outside world like
Even viewing blog, you nag!
At times, you asked me, why can't i treat you like a friend,
And confide everything to you
But could i? I told you about certain stuffs i viewed on blog
Yet you nagged non stop afterthen!
You told me i had no rights to compare me and brother together!
So what if he's doing well, so what's if i am in this stream
We're your flesh blood chlidren, yet i felt more like a stranger
Once, brother asked me, you treated this as your house or your home,
I told him, home.
He said, why not house, bec home is just a place for you to lived in
I told him, i have no say no right in this family, so yes, it's just a home to me
What more could i ask for, just hope for a space of my own
Goodnight,
harder than you know
Thursday, July 23, 2009 7:19 PM
If I never see your face again
Artist: Ronan Keating
Album: Unknown
Title: If Tomorrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night,
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So i turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If i never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way i feel
About her in my heart
Chorus If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much i loved her
That i try in every way
To show her every day
That's she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love i gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much i loved them
Now i live with the regret
That my true feelings for them were never revealed
So i made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
To tell her how i feel
Chorus So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
The lyrics of this song, totally made me touchy
To think how unpredictable life is
So if today was your last day, what is the thing that you would regret of not doing it
And if tomorrow never comes, what is the first thing you wish to do
Everyone wishes for a time machine,wishes for a ocean size love
But the truth lies clearly in us, time machine would never
& never will it exist.
We can never turn back the time
We can't pinned our hope on a non-existing time machine
The moments we regretted can never be turned back
It's never gonna be like
'when you adjust the hour/minute hand of the clock, and the time would be different
It's different when it comes to reality
However, everyone is given a second chance
Shouldn't we just cherish it?
Goodnight,
Cherish everyday, every moments
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 10:08 PM
brighter than sunshine
I wouldn't imagine letting a cat crawl through my legs!
I can't tolerate pets/animals around me, like dogs!
Outside Cheryl's house, sat a cat! a smart alerk one, i would say
He/she nearly jumped off the building! and it went Meow!
The cat totally made me day!
Listening Compre was broadcast through radio at 3 pm, this afternoon
While waiting for the paper to commence,
The classical had totally put us off to sleep
It's was broadcoast through channel 92.4,
The paper wasn't as easy as i thought it to be
Bec some questions weren't that straight forward
O well, It's finally the end of our Chinese Papers
Though we still had to go for Cl lesson, but it's a free period!(:
Results will be released after our N level prelims
Hoping for good results
Goodnight!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 10:23 PM
Truths beyond itself
I guess everyone are getting more and more paraniod over people, sneezing and coughing. Yes, i admit i am one of them! No doubt, I am.
The funny account on last wednesday occured me again
Our VP came into our class during chemistry period,
Saw Sharul sneezing, then she was like:
Boy are you ok, you look sick, you better go home!
It's like only one sneeze, and he was nearly sent home
That shows how school's taking it seriously
So chem teacher did the same today
Soo Ching was sent back home,
She was practically coughing and sneezing away..
Recess, my meal was ruined!
Just because a six-legged insect happily set down onto my plate of rice
& it was still alive!
Luckily Xj alerted me, or who knows this six-legged insect might be in my stomach!
Goodnight,
O Level Mt Listening Compre tomorrow, goodluck!(:
Monday, July 20, 2009 9:27 PM
Colours Of The Wind
As day passes by, i get more and more afraid
We know clearly that it's just around 2 more months or so,
Before the start of our National Exams
Flunked it or score well will determined our future
Is life ever going to be smooth sailing for everyone?
However it's reality that hits us
Making people having no confident of the realistic world
Sometimes, i tend to take time for granted
Knowing that there's no turning back,
I just let time passes in a flash
And i would always end up regretting, If only, i didn't waste time..
But i just don't have the the push or force inside me, motivating me to concentrate!
Thursday, July 16, 2009 9:47 PM
Embracing life
Tomorrow is my class turn to have health check
Pray no degrees are added to the hump of my backbone
I would want no more visits to student health promotion borad, or Sgh!
After so many trips down to the workshop
Getting sweaty, dust all over, my artefact finally looks like an artefact
I finally added new ideas to my design journal
(Credictsto Catkey!) Thanks so much!
Sometimes, i think mummy is getting a lil too paranoid over N level
No doubt i am too,
But shouldn't we have at least some time, to relax?
Now even watching an hour of show, she's already nagging non-stop
N level, you're just a jinx!
Yet you're the one who would determined our future,
our path to success or failure..
Determine whether we could stay for Sec 5
Though you've got all this unlimited power, but i detest you!
(you're killing all my brain cells, slowly)
Goodnight!
Sunday, July 12, 2009 9:39 PM
Awesome
Yesterday went to watch 孙燕姿,Stefanie's Sun's concert
It was at held at the Singapore Indoor Stadium,
And, i chanced upon JJ Lin, but he was like sort of hiding from the crowd
Free tickets by Uncle, so me and weishan watched it
This become our first time watching a live concert
Though i am not a big fan of her, but i do listen to her songs
Sing her song when at K-box, and i do quite like her songs(:
I enjoyed yesterday night concert though i nearly went deaf
The sound impact, lighting, and stage, are really awesome!
After she sang her last song, and said goodbye, we left the stadium
But, while we were outside, we heard her fans shouting Encore,
And as expected, she came back on the stage
So, we showed our tickets to the guard, and ran back in
But we didn't stayed there until she really left the stage
Bec mummy was actually waiting really long inside the car for us, so we left.
Thursday, July 09, 2009 10:47 PM
The Best I've Ever Had
It's been long since we had an assembly at the parade square
I suddenly missed seeing teachers standing at the podium
Sometimes shouting at us for being too slow in gettng to our class,
Sometimes praising us for getting fast to our class
Introducing new teachers
Having prize presentations
Having spot checks (but i am not missing this!)
And yes, i noticed, we never had to sing the national anthemn ever since the start of school
Every morning, we will just have to stick that ODT thermometer into our mouths
And shout out our register no follow by our temperature
I wonder, when will this practise eventually stop
When is H1N1 influenza coming to an end
It's certainly disrupting
Afterschool, remedials, cleaning up at dnt workshop
I went to find huiyi ma'am at causeway
To pass her Sunday times, her friend needed it(:
So we had dinner together with some glorious at horizon mall
Though it was just that short few hours spent together
But i certainly do miss how we always sit down at banquet or horizon malls together
Rant, complain,gossip about every kinds of things, but it still all end up having a link with redcross
See, because of that infuenza, CCA had to stop for the time being
Goodnight
English Oral tomorrow, it'll be fine(:
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 9:43 PM
Guardian Angel
This week is the second week of school
I am now two weeks away from the date of submission
Just gotten some new ideas from teacher,
So guess tomorrow i will be working on that portion(:
I have been staying back almost everyday at the dnt workshop
To work on my artifact, of course
I hope I'm not wasting my time, because they're so precious
And yes! Goodluck to people taking oral tomorrow!(:
Recently, I'm addicted to the song '1,2,3,4' by Plain White T's
There's only 1 thing 2 do and 3 words 4 you...
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words that what i will do, I love you
Goodnight,
Thursday, July 02, 2009 10:03 PM
Kept unspoken
Oh well, today we had Mother Tongue O Level Oral Examination (:
Certainly hope i didn't screwed it up, the instructors were quite friendly though
I had quite a enjoyable conversation with them
But my eyes were biased, it only gave eye contact to the teacher on the right
I somehow neglected the teacher by the left (haha!)
While walking back to my home, i passed by a stall selling durian
I had the crave of it, so when dad was back home
I tried my luck, asked if we could have durians, and i was lucky!
Ok, so the durians are now digesting in my stomach? Yummy yum yum
Hey, this week i was quite hardworking,
i stayed back almost everday to work on my artefact for dnt(:
Bec the deadline is really near the corner, i could feel the stress
Goodnight.
ynitseD fO sdaerT!!!
