oh gosh, i shall say this one more time.
i washing my hand off this matter, and hopefully, everything can be back to normal
no other people shall be invovled in this matter.
therefore, i dont understand why she got to be involve in everything i do
that time, four of us the conflict,she also want interfere.
And as for her thing, i can't! so i just hope you will stop interfering in my stuff
this will do both of us good yeah
i just want to point my views, this matter, let's close this matter
nobody shall talk about it anymore (: okay?
Well, still haven get back my History paper.
oh gosh, for common test, i failed two subjects
Physic and Social Studies
but i'm quite happy, i got 11/25 and i got a sticker from teacher ^^
whole class failed, except Aziz passed.
i never study for it and i still can get above ten
oh great teacher say those who have 10-13, that shows that you have studied,
but got to work harder (:
Had Maths ct again, hopefully i can pass.
not to forget, today is BeeHwa mdm bday
too bad today no meeting, than whole unit cannot sing to her birthday song
well than i will just wish her happy bday here
TO BEEHWA MDM,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, oh gosh you have grown one year older.


things like getting more and more complicated
as for me, i still in a cold war with them
oh gosh, when will this cold war end.
everything change 360 degree turn @.@
Great (: , i scored A1 for English ^^
Sharon, you dont have to say sorry la.
i also not blaming you.
and for sy monkey, those words were not meant to hurt you.
smile okay (: i just asking only.
guess what, today is DonaldDuck bday, which is Liyanah Mdm Bday
our beloved level head, Happy Birthday To You : DD
grown one year older and must be more mature
AOP, discuss everything with VI today
now editing in progress.
nxt AOP monday,what now, my plan is crashed!


i didn't talk much in class today
had cold war with them.
anyway not really counted as cold war.
we are not friends anymore. but i guess like that will be better
It's really hard to find trustworthy one. But i gussed i know who are they : DD
but as for them. maybe it's better not to be friends
gossip, or badmouth me to other. I shan't care about all this.
but there's a limit towards people patience.
anyway, i won't trust anyone easily
put the whole chat log in your blog, anyway.
there's nothing to worry
but you people really betray my trust on you
Not friends anymore would be better (:


got back some of my results. some i am happy, but some i'm not
pass english at 33/40 (p)
pass chinese at 30/50 (p)
pass maths at 22/40 (p), i know it isn'y good but at least i finally pass
but fail physic just by one pathethic mark, god drop me one mark please
anyway, i used liquid to draw six dots on Mdm HM butt
it was like damn funny.
i couldn't stop laughing. that's my prank to her (:
and she even went to check her behind if there's anything.
lol, laugh out loud
after school, at bustop, was asked by them if the drawing was drawn by me
but how can it be drawn by me? for i'm the one who pass the paper to Shann
if i'm the one who drew it, will i still pass the paper to Shann? isn't it ridiculous?
yeah, and you girls are talking so loud on the bus.
anyway i dont want to care
but even if it was just question?
i might think it is as accusing me.
meet Hc mdm at civic centre mac, had the same old talk
but this time is better i believed (:
she's soon to be 17 and yet still a small girl
AOP, clear up day one only
there's many mistake made, anyway i will rectify them
and the next AOP falls on this wednesday
i hope i can pass my chem,his and ss!
God bless me please, i'm really unlucky!


This my second post of today
this conflcit really make a lot of people mood down
mdm, sorry for inflicting the hurt on you
maybe we should really not talk about thing to her
least anyone get hurt again
i know this time mdm is really hurt.
we are sorry!
dont worry about the camp thing
we agreed to be batch mates but not friend
guess just make it the way it is now
which we just talk about the camp thing.
simple enough, i hope you will stop saying those hurting words
although you made your stand, but you can talk to us or to mdm nicely
need not say hurting words to us
if i said any i'm sorry.
but when people make mistakes, they should admit
not by saying this to defence themselves
i'm not implying this to you, is to everyone (:
leave it as how it is now, for us to be batch mate is alright too.


Indeed a nice chat yesterday
i dont know what to say or advice you anymore
since you are so persistant,
there'e nothing much for us to say
but i dont understand. you really forget about the happy memories with us?
or even them. everyone cried because of this
no one wants to let go off this friendship
but you said that i were the one who order not them to be friends
and now there i am acting a mr nice guy
what you said to me, really hurts
but i can assure you
this time, i wasn't the one who ordered them
it was you who made this, no want is ordering each other
if you means a lot to them, whatever i say also have no meaning.
but now i get the full meaning.
we wanted solve this problem, cause we were afriad you have no one in red cross to talk or joke with
but you said we were pitying you.
i really shan't care about this anymore
least anyone get angry or hurt
goodbye to our 2 years friendship then.
it changed so fast, just in a night. or even a few days.
girls, dont cry for this friendship that has sore.
let's just hope when times pass, everything might be solved eventually.
currently focus on our camp (: word hard for our show


Singapore Red Cross Flag day falls on today
early morning, mum sent all of us to Yishun mrt.
thanks mummy! <3
took bus to NorthBrook Sec
the school there is quite run down
recieved the tin and sticker
than we train-ed to Toa Payoh.
but went to Mac to eat breakfast first
than continue with our first round
Jasmine is the lucky girl.
got once, people put in 50 bucks.
unfair ): no matter how long we raise,also can't win her.
ate maggi, before proceding with the second round
felt that this year flag day is a little slack
many people donated once they come down off the escalator
but was chased by the security guard twice
than last time were chased by the manger or something
return the tin and off i went home
bath, eat than went to SunPlaza
i'm lucky that dad fetch me there
or i'm so gonna be late
watch The Jumper. a very nice show indeed.
dont worry my dear, i know i owe you what.
will give you back when we meet (:
Love you!


There's really way too much thing happen these few days
i dont know i can perservere till how long
so many things to stressed about.
i dont know what i'm like in school this few days
i'm sorry you all have to bear with me
i just can't bring myself high anymore
Glorious did not hand in the breakdown on time
and we were reprimanded.
Mdm said that we were the first batch when is AOP, but WITHOUT a proposal
okay, mdm know about our conflict
I'm speechless.
i can only say Sorry.
we know you need friends around you
but when camp is approaching,
and we became enemies?
But it's not like we did not take a step forwad to forgive you
We need want to solve the problems
but please dont think of the negative side :DD
you've got to think of the positive side
Cheer up and dont get depressed.
We shall see how we can solve the problem
I just dont want you to get depressed, cause camp is approaching
i believed every problems comes with a solution.
Happy two month anniversary dear
我一生只爱你一个人!

i really miss you my dear! never shall we apart.


in this two days
many thing have happen
we are no longer friends
i feel a little touched when you wrote the letter
but you only think of the negative side
afriad that the same problem would happen again
but the fact is you will not know when you dont try
since you are so persistant, so its over for four of us
anyway i'm so stressed out these few days
at first, i can be suddenly high
than later i will suddenly emo at one side.
what really happen to me?
have i changed?
when everyone is laughing over something
but to me, i did not think its funny at all.
guessed because recently many thing have happen.
i surely going to flunked my common test
i've been rushing the breakdown everyday
and have really no time and mood to study.
but please god let me pass.
i dont want to flunked them.
between me and him, has our problems solved?
even me myself also dont know
but i really dont want to put down this relationship.
damn, god save me
i now just hope to have a nice tight sleep
and wake up when i want to.
i'm really tired.
tomorrow is our two month
rmb boy, i still love you, and i trust you too.


i browse through someone blog
and i was super fed up when i read these words
CAN YOU FUCKTARDS JUST SUBMIT YOUR BREAKDOWNS
you need not scold glorious until like that
say what give excuse say got common test
please, we really got commmon test okay
not like i'm not rushing the breakdowns
i can't possibly put my whole time into doing the breakdown
and neglect my common test?
i dont want to flunk my common test
not like i'm not rushing down all the breakdown
i rushed them till i've got no time to study
i dont understand why the school choose to have common test after school
when everyone is so tired, and once we get home
and we have no mood to study cause too tired
anyway, i still waiting for your answer
and i long for good news


we got to go up stage to recieve certificate today
my leg was like trembling when i got up
the feeling is wow, thousand of people eye's is on you
freaking scary feeling
but i'm also proud of myself
to be able to go up and receive prize
i reached school,
i notice i never bring my ss file
and do my homework
luckily ss teacher did not took over our english lesson
cl lesson, funny one.
had english common test and maths test


camp outing with Glorious today
cabb-ed to WestCoast Park
had a number of games planned already
me and chingyee were like playing the turning thing.
than Amir keep on turning the thing
i was like super giddy
ChingYee flew off and sat on the sand
while i was seating down, feeling everything is spinning.
settle down at Mac
i took someone's handphone to play
i notice something unseenable and it's super gross
i dont want to be too much as to expose those photos
but that person is really sick.
we couldn't hail a damn taxi
i was like shouting my throat off
and my face turned totally red
finally i got a taxi
after some discussion, we went to Delifrance and eat
and spent over a hundred bucks
i train-ed to Simei
gambled away than went home
i spent quite a lot of money today


Feb 16 has arrived
it's the big day that everyone have been awaiting for.
6.25, arrived at school
had uniform inspection by Soarers
meanwhile, in the bus
we could not seat,
we were given bread to eat
i was like forcd by so many people to eat
i dont like to eat bread, especially in the morning!
but end up i finished the bread, finally
Jolene mdm, dont forget the McDonald Treat (:
i was so nervous when i got there
but end up we smoothly finish our UI
we watched upteen school doing fancy drill
some were good and some were bad
but we must first focuss on the North District school
but overall i think ours is the best
when it was about our turn,
i was super nervous, i shivered
but overall Mdms said our drills was good
releasing of the results
first was already North District,i was so nervous
for the 2nd runner up was dont know what school
than 1st runner up was AngMoKio Sec
left the North District champion
i was sqeezing Jasmine hand
and the North District Champion goes to..
Team 18, and it's us,i scream with joy
we entered the Finalsstress on us again,
when it was about to be us,Amir suddenly feel unwell
the whole squard became so tense up
we were changed from the 6th to the last
at least can let Amir rest a while
it was our turn,standing at the staircase there,
the whole squard cried,we were scared,
can Amir still do it, we can't do without Amir
but end up Amir fall in, we did drills like the same
although we didn't get the top three for National
but we are once again...
we're the NORTH DISTRICT CHAMPION ONCE AGAIN
we followed our motto, soar towards champions.


I hate Valentine Day.
i recieve two "wonderfu present"
i dont know what should i do
what ah ping say was right
when you unlucky, you will unlucky for the whole time
now i think i'm the unlucky one
i really have no mood to laugh
can somebody tell me what to do?
i heard negative and positive advice
whom should i hear from?
and i know i am unfair to you.
i'm sorry, mistakes cannot be udone
i just seek for your forgiveness
i'm happy to hear you saying
"Deep inside my heart, i still have you"
it was our last RedCross trng for fancy drill
tomorrow is the big day,
i can do it, we can do it too
we made sure our uniform is in tip-top condition
glorious and victorious
tomorrow is the big day
i've got butterflies in my stomach now
will i laugh? commit any mistake?
but i swear i will put my very best.
fdc squard, SOAR TOWARDS CHAMPIONS!
i want to let you know,
i still love you!!


NO ONE UNDERSTAND ME

today is Valentine Day
but i'm not at all happy
such a small matter yet she must make it so big
cl teacher ask us go zaobao.com.sg
went there,saw the headlines about the Edison's nude photo
i was practically curious about that news
than heard from others, xiaxiu got put a link realated to it at her blog
so i enter the web which was linked from her blog,nude phots came out.
Mdm HM thought i watching PORN
that photo, zaobao website also have
so what means everyone watching porn?
Mrs Haris came, we told her everyone had watched already
write reflection, i was like so fed up and meanwhile sad
make such a "memorable" thing during Valentine Day
thanks for giving me such a nice present.
trng that time,was being called up by Mrs Haris
she say firstly, i need two-page reflection.
than next she said, i'm sorry,but i have to call up your parents
i'm totally shocked,i immediately cry out
she gave me two choics
one is i ownself tell mum, or she will call
i pleaded her, finally she agree to let me tell mum.
all of them saw me crying, was being called to sit down
Liyanah mdm went to the toilet with me
console me, laugh with me, and joke with me
thanks mdm, i feel so much better
sorry to have wasted your 1 and a half hour time
you are already not feeling well,yet still must talk to me
thanks loads, mdm.
i told mum, and she never scold anything
initially, i thought things would turn up bad
and shed so many tears
but now,what i can say is what a relief
sorry to cl girls
made you all stay back because of me.
still must write reflection.
what a "nice" Valentne Day" i had right?


during DnT, i ruined my work
anyhow spray till very ugly
lol, meeting after that
we have finally dicussed all the details for the camp
now just need to follow up with the breakdown than okay
had a minor misunderstanding
but it's solved eventually
tomorrow is Valentine Day
but i've like got trng
damn it, there goes my Valentine Day
but forget it,
footdrill more important
cause saturday is our big day
sorry, deardear


today was the day everyone get promoted
initially, i thought we would get promoted from lance coporal to coporal
to my surprise, some of us were promote to Sergant
we won the other uniform groups on our rank fnally
my class npcc boys were like teasing rc say we still at lance
while they going to be sergant
now we win them
congrats to everyone that have been promoted
good luck to fdc squard people
we can do it!
with this rank, we must really do proud to the school
or else really dont know where to hide our face
parents came to fetch me after that


i went to meet Sharon they all
went to watch the ahlong show
it's really a nice show, a comedy movie which bring laughter to us
than they came my house
took angbao, play cards a while than they got to go
went to Jen house for dinner
played cards, i was in luck
i won 60 bucks just in the few hours
god bless
i shall use this money, buy things
and most important pay my debts






i'm kind of lazy to post the past two days stuff
anyway i'm super fed up with ONG WAI KIAN
i asked him shift table
than he must scold me CB uh?
crazy boy man!
early morning i quarral and somehow fight with him
he pushed chair at me than i push back
than he down there lie and lie
trying to act pathetic?
sorry, nobody will pity you
he like that make me i dont care
but i'm the most unlucky to sit fcuking in front of you
everyday turn back, must see your "handsome" face
than still make joey uniform drop
nvm, i tolerate
but when after recess you still make my uniform drop
you fcuking not in UG
you dont know if crumpled we will gt scolded
than maths we want bluff teacher say that we haven finihs the qns
than you must extra go tell teacher we o
end up see what happen?
because of you, we fcuking must do so difficult questions
happy right?
end up you are still the last one to finish
and we must wait for you
stop being a teacher's pet la
i'm totally disgusted by your action
i wish never to see you


full uniform training again
i polished my boots for so long
and i think is quite shiny
but mdm said that my boots is NOT SHINY at all
okay, maybe mine isn't?
my beret and uniform is okay
and i'm glad (:
we did drills for a while
than when coming to hentak part
the in front people changed leg so many time
and i was like so giddy seeing the legs
don't know what happen
i suddenly lost my balance and landed on the ground
i was like so embarrassed can
actually i wanted to fall back in
but mdm did not allow me to ): sadded
so rest for a while than i fall back in
the inspiring sir came
and our drills was okay
there's a part which we had to practice keblagang pusing
than i face to face with jasmine
i was controlling my laughter
but its really too funny
i every time see her face than feel like laughing
than mdm still say she look like clown
maybe it's really a little bit looked like?
had meeting at the "hall"
finish day 1,2,3
now just need to go into details
for the night trail, we already planned
*****secret shall not be revealed*****
currently at jen house using com
going back home soon.
14 more days to NFDC


yst was unit trng. but for fdc squard we did fancy
wear-ed clothes
today trng any rating?
i dont know why
i got this kind of feeling that everyone all changed to so unfriendly
rmb the times during holiday trng
we were somehow quite close
but now, we dont even dare to say goodbye and hello to you
i dread this type of feeling
felt a little sad
everything suddenly changed
we seem to have a line in between now
but maybe cause you all are too good to us
and we took it for granted?
mdm said some thing
she say are we prepared for the com?
does all of us have the same goals,same mindset
speechless
frankly speaking do we?
competition day is coming
the day which i fear the most
i'm stressed
who will know?
go home still have to listen craps from my mother
i went back on thursday telling her
i faster take out my buttons than you go wash my uniform
but she fcuking say that i did not tell her
which i very sure i did
she even started telling tales to daddy
saying i put words in her mouth
wth, she's always like that
end up, i did not have dinner
i was like so hungry.

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