Wednesday, April 30, 2008 5:14 PM
HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAREST SHANNY!
May All Your Wishes come true girl.
Ooops, i still owe you a present. Hah
Sad that i wasn't able to attend your birthday party
My apologies yeah.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 7:16 PM
Happy days are so short lived;
Haven't been using com these few days
cause my mum have been bitching me
ever since the outing with Shann & company
just after one pathetic outing with my friends & she had totally changed her attitude
But i seriously enjoyed the outing with Shann & Company on Sunday
their friend,John, is so damn humorous. He's high.
I enjoyed the 'comedy' by these China Couple
The lady was like asking for a break up to her bf
that guy went mute & after a while.
They lady was like shouting, are you dumb? can't talk already?
then when their friends came.
i saw that girl throwing her braclet on the floor.
guessed it's a gift from her bf?
whats more is that she went hitting & punching the guy.
& guess what was the guy's reaction?
he did not do anything, he hugged her tighly
cme on, everything's like so dramatic alrights. But the guy is sweet
tmr is Shanny's birthday. May her wishes come true.
& Happy belated birthday to Clare.
i miss my psp, its confiscated by my bitchy mum.
guess i won't be posting
Cause exam's are round the corner. Got to mug hard for now.
Friday, April 25, 2008 7:32 PM
Let me free;
Omgzz. We took the Cl Expres Paper.
For paper 1, it was freaking difficult alrighs.
For the letter writing & composition,
the topic are so hard to understand & write.
I'm starting to worry that i won't do well for this time test
As for paper 2. I hate the comprehension part please.
All the word super chim & hard to understand.
i dont even know whats the question asking for.
Like what the hell la,
we haven't really have a lesson on CL express work
& they give us Test Papers for Express.
Do the school have brains?
was planning to go out with friends to Bugis
But i dont know what's wrong with mummy
she got so agitated when i ask her.
I really so long never go out already leh!
WHEN CAN I BE FREED
Thursday, April 24, 2008 7:06 PM
Feeling honoured;
make this agrrement to write this on our blog.
我们是三八
this was said by this particular seaweed person.
I guessed others might know who is she. But don't say out pls.
Cause nowadays teachers are so free. going around to view people's blog
Guess what, we must be so damn honoured to be scold by ***
just because we eat at the staircase.
*** shouted at us.
Hey seaweed, i can sue you for insulting us alrights
Like whatever la. Being a *** doesnt mean you got the right to scold us.
You know by scolding these few words.
can hurt one people badly. making that person emotionally hurt
then will have depression, & soon will commit sucide.
& other thing, nowadays teachers are freaking rude.
Want us respect them, they also must respect us what
Our examiner was both freaking attitude.
Just snatch the paper from our hands.
will hurt us one you know. we can get cut by paper
i wrote 637 words for my english composition alrights.
Hahas, i must have gone mad.
Hope can score high for English.
this is lihao scolding to the seaweed.
GOT ONE SEAWEED + GUAI LAN * XIA LAN * FCUK DE SOMEONE SCOLD US BITCH N TELL US TO GO DOWNSTAIRS EAT , GOT MANY PEOPLE LAHS , CANNOT SEE MEHS ? JI BAI LOHS , U BIG ARHS ? PUI PUI PUI LAHS ! PLUS , TOK PROPERLY CANNOT MEHS ? , MUS SHOUT HUH ? HEAD PREFECT N OTHER MORE HIGH POSITION DE NEVER SAY ANYTHIN , U TOK SO MUCH FOR ? LAST TIME WRONGLY ACCUSE ARH QI , NOW PS DEN BUI SONG US ARHS ? FCUK
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 8:34 PM
Moodswings;
Dont ask me why i'm moody these few days
cause everyone will have mood swings.
but i know having these swings for long,
aren't that good. will become a emo person
but sometimes, just dont feel like smiling or talking
i got to state this fact alrights
those guys are really so childish & lame
but i know people need time to grow up too.
TE-HE-HE
No matter how close you & your friends are,
it's not possible that you tell them all your troubles & problems
there are bound to be secrets you dont wish to tell them
I guess i shall let everything resign to fate
& had a talk with CM & WY during pe, cause we skipped pe
hmm, everyone got a person they are fear of.
Be it parents or other people
they just can't help it. Cause its a fear inside them.
i dont know should i accept the necklace ._.
♥一切就任天由命
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 7:01 PM
Is everything too late;
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO FONG
hope you two last long yea
& Ms tina woon please..
Get the fact right before accusing people alrights.
I was damn pek cek with Mdm Sun
Tell her my file missing then she insisted i never hand in
atlas i found the file & prove to her i got hand in to her.
same thing Get the fact right before accusing people la .__.
I think Evg Sch really got no Cl teacher who know how teach one luh
skipped maths remedial & went cwp to eat
Then walked around at Cwp & went home with Shann.
❤错过了才懂得珍惜,会不会太迟?
Monday, April 21, 2008 6:54 PM
Appear in front of me;
Nothing interesting happen in class today
But the assembly was a little...
Mr Vic keep scolding bad words seh.
What kind a model example is this man!?
Hah, after that i saw him pumping 3 intergrity
Damn omgz, they were like doing pumping in the hall.
& Mr Vic keep give them 10 seconds to form 3 rows.
If not in time, then they have to do again
I'm lucky that i wasn't in that class.
Imagine we got to do pumping in the hall.
After that went to LiHao hse
CheuFong was ironing her couple tee.
Damn nice luh, designed by ChungMin :DD
That was a indeed a great idea of doing their own Couple Tee
Tmr is their one year anniversary.
Wish them last forever & ever.
when will mine appear?
we've become strangers.
I know i'm the demanding girl.
But i'll change. Don't give up alrights.
❤我会改
Sunday, April 20, 2008 7:11 PM
Mug hard;
Hey people out there [:
Omgz, MYE is round the corner.
How how how?
I'm not really prepared :/ What to do?
I'm simply got no mood to study.
i'm sure going flunked all the subjects one luh
SS, Chem, Physic & Histoy, i all can't make it one
So many of them must memorise
But where to find time? Nothing can get into my brain.
This year, i've seem to slack a lot.
No longer the hardworking me.
But i will mug hard & try to pass all the subjects
If not i can say goodbye to my lovely June Holidays
Saturday, April 19, 2008 2:33 PM
Give Me A New Life, Will you?
Oh god, please give me a new life.
i realised i'm short of so many thing & knowledge
In many people eyes, i'm the fortunate one
Got mother who fetch me go school.
Got this & Got that
But have you ever think that i'm happy
No, i'm not at all happy
Although they give me all the resources & evrything
But i'm no happy or sastified
I would rather not have all this.
But exchange it with mother love & other thing.
My request are also not say too much what.
But why can't i have what i want?
Hypocrites Human Beings;
Omgz
Mrs Haris talked to me,Say many stuff la
Say what she can see i got behave myself during Rc, Got respect the people in here
Then why can't i show out in class? Bla Bla Bla
Oh please, i only didn't show it out during El lesson only what
What now, English is such an important subject
& if she's gonna continue to teach us, i'm sure gonna flunk them.
Actually not i dislike her or something, time can explain everything
She've been my El teacher since sec 2. & she fcuking biased towards me.
All the while, she kept on accusing me
gradually i stop respecting her
Cause i think she really doesn't deserve my respect.
Next was about the issue of OWK
Like what the hell la, that guy is really a complain king la
He was acting innocent in front of teacher. Like a teacher's pet
I guess if he would just fcuking mind his own business,Nothing will happen.
Then he wouldn't get bullied by the class.
Pt was like hell alrights
Making us run up & down.
Why did we choose this torture road at first?
Thursday, April 17, 2008 8:37 PM
One more moment;
Don't take too long to say [I Love You] to the one you love.
Time has a habit of slipping away
I want you & need you by my side
Just for one more moment.
Time will be the one who holds you down.
Ohgod, tmr got maths test on trigonometry.
I'm sure gonna flunk it.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 6:58 PM
Understand me well;
Sometimes i've been wondering...
if there's really someone who know me well enough
& know what i like & dislike.
What will the answer be?
Oh my god, i'll kinda of miss them when they've leave RC.
I don't wish POP to come so fast alrights.
Time really flies, too fast till i can't catch up.
Oh ya .___. Sorry to yuying about not lending you the heels.
Ahahs, but thanks Fong for the pen.
I really appreciate whatever you've done for me.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 7:22 PM
Time flies
Is it still possible to hold onto a broken friendship?
Can everything be mended.
Will there really be someone who's willing to wait for you?
I know time doesn't help us, but i do treasure the time.
Sometimes maybe being alone is not that bad.
At least no one will come to bother you.
But i really dont like the feeling of being alone.
It seems that no one no longer notice my presence.
I'm wondering when was the last time i went out with my friends.
Since Chinese New Year till now?
Oh please, i really long for going out with them again.
But i have no time.
Time passes real fast. Can the time stop at this moment?
Monday, April 14, 2008 8:28 PM
Hate Being Alone;
I hate Pe alrights.
I had to run extra four rounds.
& Dentention Class sucks real big time
I swear i'm never going for Dc already la.
Mummy wrote me a chinese letter.
Saying how hurt is she knowing that she's such a failure & other sort of things. The letter say that we'll talk to each other nicely next time yea?
Lets do it together alrights. We've all become strangers.I really can't believed they hide so many things from me, just to avoid me!Or maybe i'm just not needed at there.& I really hate being alone alrights. But...I guess no one really understands me. They will only think i'm a happy go lucky girlBut am i really? Or my smile & laughter are just fake?
Sunday, April 13, 2008 3:46 PM
Whao Whao Whao
Today is my beloved mummy's birthday
Till now, her attitude has changed for the better
judging from the msges she sent & the way she talk to me.
Thanks mummy!
TADAH-
Here am i wishing you a
Happy Birthday.May your wishes come true. I will try my best to let your dreams come true alrights.
Right now, having celebration @ my house.
Wee, I love you, my dear mummy.
Good deed;
Rah, Today is World Red Cross Day
We're going to one room flats to give all the owners a donation bags
During lunch time, know many new stuff
Ahaahhas, now there's like so many interesting secrets going around & round.
But i shan't say anything here
Manage to give out the two bags, but needa climb the stairs up & down luh.
Damn tiring alrights. Somemore the floor is like so wet .___.
Then went back cwp by ourselves.
Tmr is mummy's birthday had early celebration today
Went to simei ite, The Lobster House
Dad say that one whole lobster porridge itself already cost 120 bucks.
OMG, & the crab were like so big, but it wasn't that fresh leh.
Bought a mini photo frame, which can be stick on the fridge for mummy's present
This time, didn't really spend much time on mummy's birthday
Cause almost everyday is Red Cross & Red Cross.
My apologies mummy.
Friday, April 11, 2008 11:20 PM
I can feel it again;
Shall combined my two day post here [: Rah
Thursday
Had a very serious stomach ache in the morning.
It's was fine during chem period
But after that it started on the ss period
Was struggling till recess
Bought food, but i didn't have the appetite
Went to toilet, & i was sweating like mad. My vision like blur blur one also siol
Then i couldn't take it. Sat on the ground straight
Then friends brought me to General Office, like wth alrights
That stupid people don't let me go sick bay.
Stupid, & mum couldn't fetch me home too.
It was such a torture man!
But i felt better after drinking a cup of Milo, smuggled by LM & WY
wanna thanks to all my 3 dyn & 3 think friends who care & concern for me
Thanks everyone, i alrights now.
Friday
Guess what today i was late seh
Around 8 + then reached school; Cause mummy's alarm clock not working
Then my & bro late siol
Now worst still, Monday still got dc la.
Damn bodoh luh, one time late then got DC already
Whatever la, school now so strict.
Trng was alright today.
Evrything goes quite smoothly.
But i felt that we really needa improve the ways on teaching cadet footdrill
Cause i think me myself as the cadet also won't like this form of teaching
Pt was a torture, Mr Jay Lim took us.
I hate the part when kneeling up & down
My leg hurts bodoh.
Okay but overall i still can take it.
Love the part when pouring water on ourselves
Damn shiok seh.
Went back home
Oh god, mummy found out about me & ian last time
She ask me so many qns alrights. Till i damn pek cek siol
TADAH, we had arguements again.
Both of us cried, SO heartpain when i see her cried
she cry then i heart soft also la.
I hope mummy really understands what i want seh.
Then won't have any arguements.
Mummy, let's us both try our best to change Okay [:
No matter what, i will still love mummy!
Counting down mummy's birthday in two days time!
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 9:04 PM
Hatred going on;
I had enough
I wanna defend already la.
For so many years i've been listening to you.
But what i get, still only those tiny weeny care & concern from you
Use com also cannot, control this & that.
Hello, i not your dog alrights.
I'm your daughter. Sometimes i'm wondering are you my real mother.
Where got such mother biased till like that.
What bro have, i dont have.
You are damn right biased. For so many years, it have not changed
That's why its resulting to now why i'm rude to you
I tired of being controlled by you.
I thought as i grow older, i will have freedom
But now, it's still fcuking the same
It's really enough.
When i come to an extent that i no longer respect you or listen to you,
It's the time my heart has die.
This house is just a place for me to sleep & live on.
But i've fcuking no controll in it.
Till now, i'm still listening to you.
But gradually if you continue to treat me like this.
I dont know what i no longer do.
That's why i'm always home late.
Cause i dont wanna come back to this house where i totally got no control with it.
I rather stay in my room & not coming home
I've come to the extent of not liking to go home so early.
Whatever wrong doings i've, it's because of you.
You gradually make me to become the either good or bad person i am.
To brother; if you've read this.Pls dont go tell Mummy. I dont wna hurt her. I'm just stating my feelings.mummy; you birthday is coming in a few days time.I know what's your wish. It will come true, it you changed. Really, i just hope for a little freedom, a little bit care & concern
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 8:22 PM
Confused;
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Social studies test was freaking hard alrights
I'm sure gonna flunked it
At that time, the weather was so bad; raining till so heavily
Maths remedial was boring. I hate it.
How i wished i can stop going. Once i pass my maths [:
RedCross meeting, for once. I didn't have to do anything
Cause i'm the sec 1 lvl head for this friday trng
Hurray. I'm free
Right now, i'm confused. Dont know should i or should i not.
Monday, April 07, 2008 9:47 PM
Grateful;
Rah History lesson damn suay luh
Man took my phone to play, he was like so engrossed in it.
Till he never see that short and black Alwudin walking in.
TA-DAH my phone was touched by the bangala and kept in his pocket
I jitao stunned luh.
Then that bangala kept taking out my phone,
Press here & there; don't know looking at what siol.
Super pek cek when see Man's bo chup face, still smile at me somemore.
Hey, i dont care die die today must take back one luh.
Assembly, Mrs Haris came telling Man
"Emmanual Tan, you can dream of getting back your phone till Sec 5"
i jitao stunned again. Wanna me get shocked how many times uh?
After RedCross meeting. chiong to find Man.
But he was like nowhere to be found luh
he Big shot siol, still must i personally go 883 Lan to search for him
End up, he wasn't there ._.
Travellled to LiHao house, called the school.
Rah, the phone was with OM Tan
lucky siol, he very easy to persuade one luh
DANGS; end up my phone returned to my side.
Ah hahahaa. Thanks OM Tan & Mr Alwudin
Thanks to Hao Qi Fong for walking with me up & down to find man
Hao still end up got gastric pain. Ps uh
Rah. thanks friends for being with me when i'm in trouble.
Sunday, April 06, 2008 7:53 PM
DANGS [:
Went Safra Yishun to play pool in the VIP room.
I'm a noob in playing pool one luh.
First time, me and shan V.S Zoe.
Then after that i played with shan. One on one.
Hah, she won. But it's with my father help.
So no count luh.
Then went Serangoon to eat.
Had the biggest cup of SugarCane i ever had.
While Shan one is like so small. Ah hahaha Shan; do you regret? :o
Guess what four big cup of drink & one can drink cause 11++ bucks
It's so expensive. but it's worth it la
Oh great, I just love playing pool. [:
Saturday, April 05, 2008 10:49 PM
Emotionless;
05042008, on this very day,
It's two people birthday.
Here i'm wishing ShaoHwee & BiZhew mdm a happy birthday.
May all your wishes come true;
Had a boring talk at the St Thereas Convent
I can no longer smile.
I dont know why, what's happening?
I can no longer smile or share my laughter with them.
I'm now an emotionless person.
Friday, April 04, 2008 10:01 PM
Dead Beat;
DANGS!
Oh my god, i so damn love the peformance by our Evgians for the Mother Tongue Performance
All sing & dance till so nice luh. [:
Trng as usual.
Everything was overall Okay.
But i so damn hate the Pt alrights
Maybe cause everytime skipped Pe. Just do a tough exercise.
Then body ache already. Hah.
Had debrief, was dead tired after the Pt session.
We did bilibanja with our level head, PeiSi mdm [:
Hah. then stayed to watch The Captain Ball Match
Which was glorious & victorious VS Sec 4 Npcc People.
Was said to be a friendly match luh.
Really quite friendly luhAll the Npcc People so tall, Hah. They somemore also quite pro one luh.
Last ball will decide who win the match.
The Npcc guy helped us with the last catch. And We won. G-OO-D-J-OB everyone
The Sec 4s Npcc people are nice people [:
Glorious, We rated today trng as 3,
And for the next trng, we're gonna aim for 2.
We can do it one, JiaYou glorious
Can i not go for tmr activity? I wanna sleep!
Thursday, April 03, 2008 9:01 PM
Screwed up;
I just can't seem to overcome this phobia of mine.
Which is going to the Dentist.
Whenever i hear that there is dental appointment for me.
I will be full of fear.
Same as today. Cl lesson. Was called for DENTAL TREATMENT!
Oh my god, previously i was just like saying i die die also dont want go luh.
Then classmate kept on saying how the dentist cut their gum.
I'm like so damn scared can.
So yea, I cried, like the other times when i heard about going to dentist.
I was so fearful, went to the bus. The bus is like so scary.
Dark Dark one, with a chair. The monster chair ._.
Thanks to my Joey, who encourage me.
DANGS, i dont need go for dental anymore.
So damn happy, i hate this phobia of mine.
So damn pai seh, everyone know i cry just because fear of going to dentist
But can't help it. It's my phobia.
Interview was like so shit.
I'm like so scared of going in, getting interviewed by them
Which when i went in, I was dumbfolded.
Kept saying i dont know to all the question they asked.
DANGS, i think i failed this time interview.
I screwed it all up. Byebye to the post
But anyway I dont mind if i get other post.
I already resigned to fate.
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 6:30 PM
Disappointment;
Okay, what now.
I got into Cl Express class, but guess what.
I'm not at all happy.
Cause i'm still stick with my classmates
It's not that i look down on them
I wanted to prove to others that i can do it too, so as to take express class.
& study with the express people.
Like others, i also want to score well.
But, we had the same people in that class.
& i dont know why some even can go? Can i concentrate in that class?
Some studied hard to go to that class, but as for some, dont even know if they had cheated?
I doubt teacher really go and look into our marks.
They just anyhow put people in that class.
I cried, some say is ridiculous for me to cry.
but you all just don't understand my feeling.
I pinned my hope on Cl
But now i'm left with disapointment.
But what LiHao say is right.
I dont wanna be a joke to others.
I gonna score well, even if i'm in that class [:
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 8:58 PM
Still no results;
Happy April Fool Day [:
Did anyone got cheated by friends?
Dangs} I got fooled by some of them, Esp Sharon mama. @.@
Sad, Mdm HuangMei didn't come. So i still dont know the results.
Stupid luh, i dont want her come then she come.
But when i wanna her come then she dont wanna come.
After school, celebrated Mrs Haris birthday.
Hah, I didn’t pay for it, it’s not worth it luh.
Many people just snatched the cake, then make till so digusting.
Who would wanna eat please.
Alright, skipped maths remedial
Then went Shanny house to watch movie & she cooked for us.
It’s nice [: she’s a good cook
DANGS [:
