Sunday, August 31, 2008 7:36 PM
Enough is enough
Hmph, today's posts were all quite wordy
so i shall make this one short and sweet
hey brother! i dnt need a parrot at home alrights
a mother who controls me, alone is enough
Fyi: she have the rights to controll/reprimand me
but what rights do you have
so what if you're much better/clever than me?
for god sake, mind your own business
dnt try to act as if you know what type of situation i'm in.
if you were to say those words, that only means that you dnt understand me
you dnt know what's the reason behind it
so dont act like a smart-aleck. as if you know everythings
you're just listening to one side of the story
try getting a taste of being controlled for everything
and you taste the misery
Things have turned out such way
holiday have arrived
but i dnt really enjoy having holiday, i prefer to go school
at least, i would be happy in there
nobody willl ever see me smile/laugh when i'm at home or with relatives
cause i can't seem to smile when i'm with them
starting to hate my life at home, so many things are restricted for me
i hate mother having to do those small irritating actions
she took away my tv antena, my computer charger
what else more is she gonna take away, my phone!?
there's a certain limit to my patience. i'm soon gonna break down
yes my birthday is over, i'm fifteen now
but a primary school kid life is better than mine
at least, they have the freedom to do what they want
whereas for me, at home is like shit, more like a jail
even when i want to watch tv, she also dnt allow!
hey mother, what else more do you want
i rather stay in jail than at home!, as a home to me is close to a jail
what must i still do to gain that little trust from her!!!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT. CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY FAMILY!
i dont know this is my how many post of saying this
cause things hadn't change for the better, even if it has, it's only for a period of time
after that period of time, she suddenly turn to a mad person again
yesyesyes, you can only communicate with brother right
go ahead, for which i dnt give a damn anymore. i'm actually as cheerful as weishan.
but when i'm home, i can't show that cheerfulness in me, only if i'm with my friends, i'm happy
YOU FORCED ME TO BECOME THE UNHAPPY PERSON I'M RIGHT NOW
misunderstanding always occur between both of us
but never once would you sit down nicely and hear me out
probably every smile I fake.
The days is gone
well, thursday!
got to know the results for the selection of the Japan trip
sad to say, i wasn't one of the selected ones
but i just dnt understand why some can get in, even though they have dnt really have contributions
teachers kept emphasizing that the selection will be based on contributions to cca/school
but i dnt see some of the choosen ones having contributions at all!
anyway, who cares. since i had already expected it already
at least, i'll still be able to go out with family/cousin to Genting Highland on the Nov holidays
Friday! It's Be yourself day/Teacher's Day
all was dressed up nicely according to their own theme given
but i sort of find this year be yourself day a little boring
the atmosphere dnt seem to be there
not as fun/high/good compared to last year one
out of all performance, i only like seeing the magic show by our Ex-Evgian
whao whao whao, he's realllyy very pro in it.
Lunch at Pizza Hut, was a farewell lunch for Hweehwa
as she's leaving for Melbourne today
last mintue decision to sent Hweehwa off
we gave her a suprise at Changi Airport, and gave her a big hug before she check it
Lessy, Bon voyage, have a safe trip. we'll miss you as much as you do.
i shall wait for next thursday to arrive, so that we can finally see her again. (yay)
pictures will be upload soon.
Saturday! First Aid Across Singapore
went marsiling with my group, chingyee,amir,min jie to give out flyers
each of us have got one big stack of flyers to give out
& would like to thank the mini mart aunty for allowing us to put our belongings in her shop
that would then make our life/job easier
after we finished giving out, head back to Cwp
help out the team located at Cwp to give out flyers
and more flyers were on the way
actually, i find this event so meaningless
as the brochure is mostly meant for the elderly
whereas it only comes in english
so how can we expect the elderly to understand
some aunties even asked me why there aint any chinese version
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 8:44 PM
It's never too late
Sigh, exams are round the corner
should be in less than one month time or so
i'm worry that i won't be able to get promoted up to sec 4
cause maths and science would be part of the criteria!
and i'm reallyy weak in those two subjects
i guess i can say goodbye to my japan trip
cause they state that selection wouldl be based on our mid-year results
and i flunk/did badly for it. So guess i have no hope already!
but nevertheless,i believe that
' there can be miracle when you believe, though hope is frail, it's hard to dream
who's know what miracle you can achieve, when you believe, somehow you will
you will when you believe
so till the releasing of results, i will still hold on to that little hope of it.
from now on, i really got to study study study, & stop getting distracted/ day dreaming(!!)
do hope it's still not too late to start studying now.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 9:30 PM
Thank you so much
Hurray! i've officially turned 15/fifteen today!
Wow! i found out that there're almost 12 people having the same birthday as me!
probably cause 26th August is a lucky day
from our school, already know got quite a number of them.
first aid trng in the afternoon.
gosh we got to re-read the whole of the Standard First Aid book
this is gonna be worst than exams man!
pratically, i have forgotten everything that i've learnt already
so must recap recap recap!
again; thanks hweehwa/chingyee/yuying/jasmine/faizah for the domo cushion
sekjian/hockyong/wantteck for the name braclet
xianjiao for the cute tissue box
lastly, thanks people for the wishes/greeting/presents
i love you'll!
Monday, August 25, 2008 7:47 PM
With much appreciation
School! four free period of lesson for us to slack today
so today seems to be a rather slacking day
Celebration at Jack's Place with 3 dynamic chinese boys/girls
Yay, he came, though he was sick. but Thanks a lot
but nothing much change
i should have know that everything will not be the same as before, yet i held onto hope till today,
guess after today, it's time for me to let go,cause what vin had said is right,
among the teenage, there won't be any lasting relationship,thought it was a little harshing, but it's quite true
so i shall stop my wishful thinking.
however, everything really made my day!!
left with a few more hours to my birthday!!! Hurray!
and of course, i'll make good use of all the present that i've recieved
so i would like to thank
Cheufong for that sheep (soft toy)
Jacquelyn for the watch
Chungmin for the voucher/hairclip
Peiqi for the lolipop
and the rest who celebrated my birthday with me
Thanks all
Sunday, August 24, 2008 8:35 PM
all glorious passed!! it's like so unexpected, cause we learnt it just yesterday
so there can be miracle, when you believe
congrats to glorious yo!
and today, Lunch at Seoul Garden
can you imagine, it's 25 bucks per person,and daddy treated all of us.
after knowing how expensive it was, everyone went eating/barbaeque non-stop
we stayed there till the timing ends.
went dinner with relatives/family at Safra Yishun's Imperial Kitchen
Alrights at here , i would like to thank
Daddy&Mummy for spectacle/wallet/treat
faizah for the yellow rose
shan&zoe for the domo keychain/pouch
aunties for the cake/bbq/red packet/school bag
brother for the box of merci chocolate
much appreciated :D
Friday, August 22, 2008 8:57 PM
Dead beat
Friday! it've been a long day for me
Mt oral, was pretty okay
just dnt like it, when teacher had agreed to let me & sha go first
yet, she was scammed by the others, so we had to wait so long!
Redcross Trng, had health law lesson and accred
i'm glad that all passed eventually, be it having to retake again/several times.
so good job done, people!
end today's trng slightly ealier
as glorious need some time to learn Footdrill Gold from Evm
cause we'll be having footdrill gold accred tmr!
alrights, learnt the steps/commands of Perlahan Jalan(slow march)
practice our commanding too
and we went all the way practising till the school closed
now, my legs have turned jelly, having leg cramps already
i guessed i still prefer Cepat Jalan (quick march)
Oh no! I've yet to prepare my uniform for tmr accred
guess i will not be able to sleep so early tonight
(drats) but right now. i just feel like lying on my bed & do nothing, but just relax
i'm just like a half dead person now!
well, really enjoyed doing footdrill with all the glorious again! (gees)
8 hours of footdrill tmr,glorious, rest early, dnt fall ill
together, we glorious will show everyone that glorious'll make it, we won't let others down!
Alrights! Ciao people, and goodnight
Thursday, August 21, 2008 7:36 PM
When accident occurs.
Thursday! went home right after school
and realised that brother had fell down at our house downstairs
it's time for me to perform some skills,
i did large arm sling on him, cause he was bugging me for that!
but, it's a miracle that he can stil come up by his own, and lie onto his bed
and not rush to the clinic/hospital for help.
well, me and mum got real nervous, cause bro was like fussing here and there
i even had to help him with his socks! laughs
end up, she brought brother to the private hospital. and he's now with that huge casting on his elbow
Take care ah, brother. O level is coming soon. Dnt get hurt again!
Mt oral tmr then will be followed by redcross trng. Yay!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:32 PM
Taking it step by step
Wednesday! Shall skip the details that happened in class
will just go straight to talk about the interview i had today
hmph, the interveiw is to basically interview those who might can selected, qualify to go to Japan
And hah, i do hope i will be one of the selected ones
During the interview, i was like shaking myself to calm myself down
was getting so nervous/scared. but end up it turned out fine
well, in the end, i was quite able to answer all the qns that the teacher had asked
the qns they asked were so easy/basic/comment sense
But!, if i got selected, parents need to like fork out arnd a thousand for the trip/necessary items
but parents said it won't a problem, so Yay/Hurray!
therefore, i hope god will grant my wish. and let me get selected :D
but will still take things step by step
not to forget, tried the food that Ohlimei had cooked for her f&n practical
can say that it's simply delicious/yummy!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 9:22 PM
Japan oh Japan
Oh Yay! Got to know from gordon that i've been selected for the japan trip interview
now left with 50 people who can have hope to go to Japan
and that also means that after getting interviewed, half of the people will be eliminated
and another half will be selected
gees, i wish i will be the lucky one who will get selected
ohmygod, i'm getting so excited :D
well, i've got a new number, bro's old number
but must wait till bro give me his sim card, or i'll have no phone!
Buck Up!
well, came back home straight from school
first time you know! cause also got nowhere to slack at
nothing fun/special things happened today
just received the timetable stating when will our mt oral start
damn, oral will be on this Friday,
luckily once we’ve finished, then can go off already
and i so happened to be register no 1. so dnt need to worry if I’ll be late for trng. Yay!
Oh yes, got to know that if we fail mathematics,
teacher will not hesitate to retain you back in secondary three
and in order for us to get up to secondary four,
we must pass English, Chinese and three best subjects
well, English and Chinese, for me, won't be a major problem
as for science, humanities, D&t
that's when i got to start worrying about. gotta pull up my socks already!!
enough of playing, time to study (seriously)!
Oh no, my phone line is up today.
Meaning, no phone for me, for a short period of time! (sad)
Monday, August 18, 2008 8:43 PM
These aint lies.
Yay, today is a fun day with lots of laughter. so it's will be quite a long post.
well, seen videos of the weight lifting accident Olympic 2008
one of the Oylmpic Player had dislocated his arm while lifting a 200+ kg of a huge dumb bell!!!
the scene was pretty scary, his arm had turned outwards. Man, it sure hurts. (ouch)
and a pretty funny thing happened during Ccd.
as usual, i was like walking all about in the classroom again
then Mrs Haris suddenly sugguested that maybe for one lesson
if i can sit with waikian, without moving anywhere
and sweet talk(!!) to him. she will treat the whole class to Seoul Gardon
and Fyi, that fellow has been my enemy since secondary 1
thought it's a good deal, but it'll be out of question
want me to sweet talk to him? Yucks! (vomit)
meeting was the slackest of all. and the fastest too
gossips are going round and round, and i shan't say it out!
hah, but it's pretty much a joke
my view of those dumbass actually changed after today, how incredible aint it.
it's decided, going wild wild wet for my birthday celebration. Gees
but it'll have to still depends on the girls, if they have...
and, idk if those words on your nick is meant about me
but it's true. everything is true. dont doubt me please.
still, i aint sure about my feelings at all.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 7:11 PM
Just illusion
So today, Cy came to my house to study in the earlier afternoon
study/chat/eat/laughs/gossips
and she went flipping through my photos and was laughing all the way
also chat with her about how to celebrate my birthday
her ideas were like sitting flyer/zoo/birdpark/sentosa/diary farm/goat farm/barbaeque
some of her ideas were childish. imagine me celebrating birthday at the goat farm.
i never thought that it'll turn out this way.
but i shan't care much anymore.
this will be the last time. no more!
and i would want to say a big sorry to my cousin, weishan. sorry ah.
Saturday, August 16, 2008 10:30 PM
it's over.
well, still thinking how am i going to go about celebrating my birthday
of course, my greatest wish is to celebrate with him and glorious
not forgetting friends.
went to take my new spectacles. hmm feedback from cousin is that i look rather decent with this spec
do i? or it might be too fanciful.
but i pretty much like my current spectacles
gees, relationship with mum is improving
maybe i might only be without phone for only a week or so.
that's what she told me. and i do hope it's true
but i can't deny the fact that she did much for me for this time rounds birthday
though she seems not to care, but her heart do care for it.
guess some people prefer to keep their feelings inside. (justlikemum)
i guess it's over. entirely over. those were just my illusion/wishful thinking.
Friday, August 15, 2008 8:58 PM
You made my day
Well, yesterday Mrs Eng made an announcement on exchange programme to Japan
i was quite interested in going for it. and today!
Mrs haris gave me the application form, though i was the last one she called out
but i was super happy. i really long for a trip with my friends, be it from Na/Rc
for me, money will not be a big issue
but the sad thing is that, teacher will choose only 25 people out of so many people
imagine out of 300 over people who's applying for it, only 25 will be selected
there'll sure be a great dissappointment.
and i'm pretty sure we would be the more restricted ones than the express people
and the express stream will for sure be the first piority among all
Red Cross outing to discovery centre was pretty okay
though their discpline level is still not up to standard
but i do hope everyone enjoyed today's outing, as much as i have
well, the robot at there was really cute
one of the Ncc guy asked whether is redcross or ncc better.
know what it replied, it replied redcross (cheerios)
though it's computerized, but that little robot made a smart move and the correct guess!
learn quite a lot of games and cheers from glorious who went for the national camp
concentration, this game is really very fun
it's really need a lot of focus and alertness.
Gees, we dnt need to go for tmr's Evac accred already! (happy happy)
Thursday, August 14, 2008 8:03 PM
Flashed back memories
Today was a fine day
had like three test today, (ss,english and D&t)
well, i'm pretty sure that i will excel in english.
but not to say social studies, worst still D & t
for social studiess, we only have got 35 minutes to complete two long essay questions (stfu)
it's obvious that i didnt managed to finish one qns, not to say two
the things that i studied have all gone down to the drain (damn)
D&t, everyone was so fed up with Mr Tan Sooliang
come on man, he is so irritating. keep shouting and shouting.
some people voice are really so irritating that we dont want to spent much time listening to it.
So after school, they came to my house
played truth or dare. it's pretty fun playing it.
Gees, there aint nothing that i dared not do. (grins)
well, i guess once i've talked to him, feelings are back
remember our promise on my birthday ah
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 8:13 PM
Gone case situation
Hmph what a sleepy day i had today.
well, two guys in my class got canning today
for the case of being defiance to teacher ( Ms Tina Woon)
can you imagine, Ms Woon was like standing at a side, looking at those two boys getting canned
when she is the main factor of this case though she's the victim
Zomfg, i guess nowadays people are no longer afraid of canning
and canning too, is getting more and more common, nothing to be surprise about
just like the two boys in my class, they can still laugh after getting canned
and one even laugh in the mid of canning
doesn't canning hurts? LOL.
or it's just the sound effect like what Daniel had said
but for me. I hate canning.
never again, i would hope to get cann my mum.
cause i used to, in the past. worst still, with a leather belt.
Damn, i supposed Ss test tmr will be a gone case for me
cause i left my ss textbook/workbook/file in class
so what do i use to study for that subject? Practically Nothing (grins)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 8:53 PM
Untrue stories
Hmm, tuesday was a pretty okay day
Social studies lesson was as usual full of laughter.
Went to remedial,meeting and to limei house to complete the Ccd project
so now the project is half-way done already.
should be able to finish it by this friday, i supposed
random thoughts.
Hpmh, people out there can fabricate stories and make us believe everything they say
and normally if this is written out, people are most likely to belive it
as for me, i don't really believe, there aint any evidence to prove.
and is this really pure coincedence?
Gees, how am i going to celebrate my birthday this year
like i say, i don't expect much from everybody
cause i hadn't been going together with them to celebrate their birthday
so i can't and i musn't expect much
just a simple celebration will do.
Monday, August 11, 2008 7:49 PM
Most appreciated
Yay! i've got a new spec, a new bag and a new wallet
happy happy, oh thank you
thank you daddy&mummy for the new wallet and new spec
thank you Shan's mother for the bag
i simply love all of them, and i will make good use of them(for sure)
catch 'Money No Enough 2' at amk hub
zomfg it's the first time i cried in the cinema, cause i was super touched by this movie
after that movie, i suddenly feel like giving mum a big hug
facial was next, saw a big cockcroach while putting on the mask
we immediately stood up from our place, and ran far away
Later on, went to make spectacle
i got a black specs this time, and will collect it on Saturday
then bought my school bag.
Gees it cost 50 bucks, but paid by shan's mother
as a birthday present ^^ (thankyou)
Sunday, August 10, 2008 9:54 PM
Just loving it.
What a fun day we had today
went swimming, swim 20 laps and i could finally get my present ^^
was planning to go kboxing or catch a movie
but end up, no available space left for us
so we went to Bulgogi, the korean restaurant again
had two games of bowling,sat on the dairy ferris wheel,
lastly went to Gelare for a waffle icecream
supposed dad have spent quite a lot of money for today
but as long as we enjoyed, it's worth though
i recieved the present from mummy already
it's a wallet, a DOMO wallet. and along with a $50 in it
heehoohaa, i can get my school bag and specs tmr.(hopefully)
but need to go for facial first :/ (damn it)
Thanks mummy and daddy man!
however, if they sign new line for me, that'll be so wonderful
(pictures will be upload soon)
Saturday, August 09, 2008 9:05 PM
Happy birthday to Singapore!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!
Yo! went to sentosa(Tanjong Beah) with family and relatives today
hmm, i supposed, the only thing bad about Sentosa is the toilet down there. really Cmi
sat in the sea water for a while and went to have a nice cooling bath afterthat
Sad thing was that we weren't that prepared for today's outing
so didn't play much, but it's still fun though
After that, went shopping @ Vivo
just plainly window shopping, only bought candies from candy empire
this year national day seems a little bit dry, the atmosphere isn't there
i did something quite retard,
imagine me standing up during the singing of National Anthem
while watching tv @ home
that shows how much i respect our country. Zomfg
come to know that, today is my chinese birthday
means my chinese birthday will fall on this day, once every fours years only
that's simply so cool man!!!!!!!!!!
Mummy, i want my present,
she wanted to give me, but end up changed her mind!!!
Friday, August 08, 2008 10:19 PM
Say cheese
So, today's parade was overall a success!!
weehooohaaaaaaaa!!!!
end today happily by singing national songs
but the Emcee weren't high enough
so we got high before others got high
before i forget, today marked the start of the BeiJing olympic!
went out later, with girlfriends to get some stuff for their upcoming national camp
i so much want to join them, but i just can't pass my barrier & my fear
In the later afternoon, followed hh and yy to work
i must comment that they really look good and cute in that uniform
gosh, i'm addicted to that mummy game, introduced by yy.
it's really incredible, just imagine someone pulling your hand up
freaking creepy but fun ^^
i'm gonna try this on my friends next time
Happy National Day in a few hours time.
Thursday, August 07, 2008 8:11 PM
No longer important
Enough is enough alreadyyyyyyy!!!
What do you want!!!!!!! stop it, please
do you want to drive me insane, because of you
seriosuly, i'm starting to get irritated by your naggings
and i no longer have the patience to listen to you
i merely asked a small favour from you,must you shout back,
tell me straight, if you dnt want to help!
you always say,'you can do everything for me'
this are all just craps, nonsense, rubbish
you always want me to regret for what i've done
and make me lose something in exchange
last time, i do worry for it. but now, i dont give a hoot anymore
you make me become who i am now!!! fine then, do it the way you like.
why can't you just give in to me for once, why am i always the one who's giving in to you!!
you never try to understand me, you dnt even know whether i am sad or happy
just what i am to you!!? i was born to be happy, and not to be unhappy
every smile, i fake.
Wednesday, August 06, 2008 9:45 PM
Suffocated
Oh, please. Shut up, leave me alone, and get out
get away from my sight
the thing i long for, is for you to disappear off my side
i really can't take it, everyday is already a tiring and busy day for me
yet when i get home, totally unwelcome
only have to listen to you nagging and scoldings
for nothing, even if i just sit in front of the computer quietly
you also want to find fault
no matter what i do, you will not be happy!
then what else you want from me
I know, can't go out to celebrate my birthday this year, will have no handphone on 17th August
i know, i know, i know!!!!!!!!!!!!
but please stop reminding me of all these unhappy things
i have enough, really enough
one day, if i get mad, it's because of you!!!!!!!!
Fyi: i'm only a fifteen year old girl
but despite all these things, i dnt hate you neither do i love you
feeling towards you, have become dead/neutral
just really hope, you will give me a little space!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
people, not that i didn't try
i really tried my very best to understand why is she doing this me
however, it's too unbearable
stand into my shoes, and you'll understand.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 10:08 PM
No longer useful
Ndp training today was bad, real bad
deproved drills, resulting to dissappointment
no worries, tomorrow shall be a better day, hopefully ^^
the main reason i dread going home,
is that i don't wish to see my mum!
i really dnt get it, can't she just talk to me nicely for once!
i will be most happy, even if its just once in a million times
never once she will talk to me nicely
she have been shouting @ me for all these years
and i hate that, it won't kills by just talking to me nicely
and not shouting, it doesn't works on me, anymore
i go for the softer approach, rather than the harder approach now
cause i'm sick of those shouting, it no longer have any power!
Monday, August 04, 2008 7:52 PM
So, it was another day of schooling
the atmosphere today, in english lesson was kinda wierd
no one dared to talk much, or change seats and such
i guessed everyone didn't really know how to face her/
Meeting afterschool, was conducted by Ms Loke
Wow, now then i know that we can know/found out many things on web
or shld i say, i'm quite kuku, cause now then i know
Mum keep harping on the fact that on 17 thAugust,
my handphone line will be terminated!
i know, she yearn for that day to come,
but i dont wish to, i wouldn't know when will they sign new line for me, again!!
So, everyone is busy preparing for NationalCamp, while i've got nothing to do! ^^
Damn, there'll be a fulldress rehearsal tmr, gotta prepare my unifrom AGAIN!!
Sunday, August 03, 2008 10:36 PM
A moment of folly
Today's Ndd parade was a great success
had a pathetic burger for dinner, and a 1.5 litre bottle of mineral water
while others gets to enjoy such a delicious dinner!!!
well, that's how unfair life is,sometimes
marching with a lightstick on our left hand, is kinda cool.
though all light wasn't really off, but the whole atmosphere was WOW
i supposed, next week will be a busy week for all UG people
having Ndp rehearsal from tuesday, and friday will be the actual one
sometimes, i do hope, i can overcome my fear.
since primary five, i hadn't been trying on high elements stuff
it seems kinda scary to me though
but i wonder, will i ever overcome this fear of mine?
Saturday, August 02, 2008 10:32 PM
No sense of belonging
So, it've been three weeks since i last went to grandma house
and today, i went there again
to also celebrate aunt's birthday, though i dnt know when is the actual day
But idk why, when i'm at there
have got no sense of belonging, i would rather not go there
cause i'm always the quiet one, when i get there
i can't seem to joke with them
though they're my relatives, but why i can't feel any bond between us at all
maybe cause since young, we weren't that close, i supposed
anyway, you'll never what i am thinking
or even what others is thinking as well.
Friday, August 01, 2008 10:02 PM
Everything was such a complete failure, entirely
The issue of Ms TinaWoon’s will be resolved on Monday
We know we shouldn’t act in such manner, but they way you talked to us
And the attitude you’ve shown to us, is really unacceptable
But of course, neither do we want to drive you into your grave, or even make you cry
you're actually pretty okay, if you would change your character, a little.
Friday trng today, was so chaotic
with this and that going on, all of our programms was pratically messed/ruined
manpower problem, again. when would it be resolved!!!!
times and times again, we shouted @ them,repeatedly
asking them to lower down their volume and pause for a while
but what do they take our words for?
NOTHING!!?
i recalled we weren't even so daring, in secondary one, as a new cadet
why is this thing going on this yr, at our batch
haven't we did the best, we could already?
though we still got much things to learn, but no worries
when time passes, glorious will be a better leader.
cause we're still on our way, continuing the journey
the only word to describe our feelings is, DISSAPPOINTED.
so yesterday, had foot drill gold accred. did foot drill for like 8 hours, (non-stop)
