Saturday, May 31, 2008 2:19 PM
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i dont wish to say goodbye to you.Ilu
Saying goodbye to you.
Hey readers, i'm leaving my home for one day
Going to Raffles Hotel to stay for one night
Retarded eh? got own house to stay in, but i go hotel to stay
Cause bro wanna celebrate his birthday without us, only with his friends
Still think my mum really agrees, & we got to go hotel to stay because of him
Anyway the Great Singapore Sale is here.
So will be going to town later for shopping
Gees, but i guess i will only go there for window shopping
Doubt so that i can buy any clothings
Labels: Thanks to my pretty cousin for the blogskin♥
Friday, May 30, 2008 7:05 PM
Goodbye?
Hello faithful readers
Okay, was out whole day with Cy & Jas
Ummmm, hesistate quite a lot of the places to go
Ended up, only went Cwp to walk & shop.
Guess what, Jasmine, that gundu fellow took the sleeping bag along with her
Hw gundu can she be. I agreed i didn't convey the msg properly to her
but she shld have knw, i didn't mean to ask her take it along with her to Cwp
Hah, in the end she was holding on the the camping bag all the way bk to my hse
No ending conflicts
In any clique, there will be no ending conflicts
Everything is a cycle, it's will just go on & repeat the same thing
there'll be no complete ending to it
It's just how we looked upon to this matter
& unless one of the party agrees to give in
nobody is right or wrong of who started the conflicts
No matter how strong the friendship is,
There'll not be something which everyone will agree to.
& in order to maintain a good friendship or a relationship
One must always give in to each other.
P.S: My mum only let me go out with this clique, so sorry to others.
Labels: Will you really have no regrets?
Thursday, May 29, 2008 6:34 PM
The fear that pulled me away
Hellooooo readers
Here posting again. Blogging has become my daily routine.
Out at Bugis for lunch, did some window shopping
I seriously dont understand why
Why you treat other people better than you own daughter?
it's unbearable. Seeing how you treated others so nicely, whereas me, like shit.
You make me wanna hide frm you, i really wanna hideinacorner.
Okay, i was played out.
I took the train all the way down to Ikea.
& till Bedok. I was told that it was cancelled.
At that time, i was fed up. Even mum was too..
But arg forget it. Dn't bear too many grudges..
LOL, bcked to Cwp. Meet Hh & Jas for a little while. Welcome her bk frm LIA Camp
I wanna be a filial girl. But i just can't bring myself to it.
Seeing you treat me like this. Howamigoingtobefilialtoyou?
Conflicts&problems
Every friendships has it's own problems
It's is either fragile or strong, be it having a conflict or anything
It's how you look upon it.
If everyone were jealous, there'll be no ending to the conflicts
So try to look things at a different perspective
& you'll have a change in your thinking
It's not that i dont want to accept it.
It's the fear that's pulling me away frm it.
P.S: I escaped from Inoshishi's tickling.
Labels: I hate you for the way you treated me.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 8:41 PM
Fairness & Unfairness.
Hello readers, hereiam posting again
Today was a rather fine day?
I knw, till now many are still unhappy with it.
Just that they don't dare to voice out
Like what hh said:
No point crying/complaining when every1 knows that nth will change.Just accept this cruel fact
I know crying does not help. But some might feel better after crying?
Indeed, it was a cruel fact that everyone dare not face to.
The cruel fact that evryone hate & refused to accept it
Do we have a choice?
But we can't choose, we can't choose the path that we want
I'm really trying very hard, hard to accept it.
But i still can't accept it fully.
cause my mind are still full of questions mark. Why?????
& we shall not condemn if anyone isn't fit to be it.
They have their rights, their different forms of doing it.
Cause everyone has a chance, so dont take away their chance
But i wonder, where's mine? Did it slipped away without me knwing it.
Actually walking alone isn't a bad thing aye?
walking alone might let ourselves reflect on our own actions.
crying also makes one feel a little better?
Tons of questions in my mind.
Tillnow,tillnow. The world is still UNFAIR
or maybe this world is never fair
My hand turned purplish, cause of Jac's beating.
her beating were hard, ouchhhh
&the sky i'm seeing is still full of darkness
P.S: SEECHINGYEE has been acting cute for the past days!
She's like a lady in romance :D Are you tired of acting cute yet ? ROFL (:
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 7:37 PM
Carrying the fear
Holy mama, i skipped maths remedial
Ummm, wasn't on intention. Just didn't know the timing well :p
Rc frm 9-4. Everything goes quite smoothly
But we didn't sort out the info. correctly
So ended up, sec 2s came down to the trng for nothing
Hah, actually being a Safety I/c is not bad
I'm consoling myself.
Well, i can get to know many secrects
5+5=10 (nvm if dont understand)
As time Flies
I realized as times flies, people do change
Its either they change for good or bad.
i suppose it's stil not late to change aye?
Everyone are given one chance to change
Cherish that chance & give the best shot for it.
At least we've once tried, then there'll be no regrets
Having doing it, i carry the same old fear every trngs
& the more i fear, the less confident i have.
No one will understand the feeling of having this fear.
But i still think that everything is so illogical
& so unbelievable
Anyway, Bon Voyage to LBP. Hoping for gifts frm him.
Monday, May 26, 2008 7:44 PM
Shut The Crap
I'm super pissed off with someone!
Why he must always poked into my matter?
It's better of him to keep his mouth shut then adding pepper & salt
Why're you always biased towards him?
Am i am jinx to you?
I know i'm not perfect, but at least. Till now. I'm still listening to you
Tell Me What I Am To You
If i'm redundant to you, just tell me.
If you hate me, just tell me
If you regret giving birth to me, just tell me
If you think you'll be happier without me, just tell me
If i'm a jinx to you, just tell me
If you want me to get lost from your life, just tell me
Dont keep me in the dark T.T
Cause just a word from you, i swear to scram.
Maybe you're better off living without me.
If you allow me to do this & that/ Do i need to hide?
I'm also not asking a lot from you!!
Is it that hard to just say a sorry?
Whole day out with Jasmine
I bluff my mum, that's why i can go out. LOL
Mum treat us to Ichiban Sushi. & i repay her with a $10 voucher
Anyway jasmine look pretty funny with that black spec that she bought
Train-ed to Bugis. Bought one shirt frm there.
& jasmine got many clothings for herself luh.
no money, so can't buy alot of things.
Found Out Something New
I realized mum nevers admit to the mistake that she had done
what's so great about saving her face?
She blame me for the things that she herself done wrong
& Everything becomes my fault.
why can't she just say a sorry? Is is so hard to say?
i'm like saying that to her everyday pls even if i'm not in the wrong.
If one had done wrong, the only way to atone for their mistake is to apologize.
shoudln't that be the way?
& i miss Cassandra Hunny so much♥♥
Hope i'm able to go out with her during the June Holidays. *praying hard*
Labels: A big thank you to Jas for the voucher & free shirt♥
Sunday, May 25, 2008 1:48 PM
Without any regrets
June Holidays have finally arrived
What am i going to do during those days
I doubt i can go out also.
Staying at home all day also will not do.
if only i did better for my Exams, i wouldn't have to stay at home
I know i can no longer turned back the time
So i can only look forward, & not backwards.
But i realized i have way too much regrets.
I would only asked myself, 'if only i didn't do this...i wouldn't have..'
So for now, i mustn't live life with regrets.
It's hard i know, but i will try
No matter what are the results, at least i've tried
then i wouldn't have so many regrets
I accept my fate. I will give my best shot for everything, i promise
Going back to the past
Once i did something wrong, i blamed my mum for it.
Maybe i was really in the wrong. But i kept on thinking
if only she treat me better, give me more freedom.
I wouldn't be the person i am now,
Hiding so many things from her.
Cousins said that i must wait. But how long must i wait?
Is my life all about waiting?
Waiting for this & that?
Friday, May 23, 2008 9:10 PM
Accepting it.
Ummm, didn't went for today's crosscountry run @ Bishan park.
Lol. Went to food fair @ expo.
Then to Robinson sale
Bought a shirt frm there
Oh yeah, i finally cut my hair.
Quite acceptable i guess
But my fringe are super dooble short. Zomfg
First time i cut my fringe till so short
But i shall wait for it to grow long. LOL
I know i can't change much. So i will just accept what is given to me.
Maybe everything were just one sided. I'm Waiting for you here like a foolish girl.
But is all this worth it?
Or i shan't wait anymore?
Thursday, May 22, 2008 7:36 PM
The world is just so unfair.
This world is just so unfair.
Everything is just so illogical.
I told myself to accpet whatever that is given to me
I'm really trying hard to accept it.
It doesn't matter if i can't get what i want.
But why must it be the one i dread the most?
If i know this will happen
I wouldn't have work so hard, to just get that.
Whereas those who didn't really work so hard got the good stuff
Maybe it's just fate. Fate,that i can forever unable to succeed
& they'll just be it for only today
But all of them are complaining much about it.
What about me? I've to do it for the rest of the days.
maybe a year or lesser than that
I was said not to be serious when doing it,
Then why the heck am i the choosen one?
Does all this actually make sense? Nahs.
I dont know what i can say. I can't change much
Some things can never be changed
So what i can only do now, is to accept it.
Iwouldn'thavegivesomuchforit, ifiknowtheresultwerejustlikethat.
but i knw i shouldn't shed stupid tears because of this.
I'll try & work harder.
T_T
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 9:38 PM
Thanks for the guidance
Drats, i'm really dead beat. Really can fall asleep any time.
It was a long day for glorious today.
Morning EP programme & afternoon is POP parade
Alrights, as expected. I've eventually did badly for these time rounds MYE
How i wish i could turn back the time. I would study very hard..
really regretted everything, if i could perform better
Maybe everything might change a little, just a little
Idk if its just that i'm purely lazy or i'm stupid in nature,
just can't seem to do everything right
is it because i wasn't serious enough?
That's why the results reflected on it was poor
Gosh, i really needa buck up.I can't stay like this forever.
I also want to excel in someways
But it's just not going the way i want it to go
& dear victorious, thanks for guiding us along the way
We appreciate everything. & now the only thing we can do is to
bring EVGRCY to a greater height.
Cause that's the only way we can repay youTogether as one,
we will always be a one big family.
We won't forget you guys, victorious.GoodLuck For your 'O' & 'N' levels.
i wondered how my life would be without RedCross.
Maybe it will be disastrous?
But i'm glad that i've joined RedCross. & had redcross in my daily life
That was the only regret i did not had/
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 7:11 PM
Black Magic
Holy Mama, Everyone alert, do not pick any call
which is red-line or has more than 8 digits
Believe it or not, it's up to you. But it's true la
Some had died from that already
Gosh, it's like super spooky...
I was out from class.
Tired teaching Sec 1 CPR. i was like repeating the same things for four times
& worst still, no water to drink .__.
Preparing those presents were fun.
Loads of Laughter coming out from RC room :D
Gosh. Mdm had a headache cause of one particular person.
I dont wanna reveal it here. You know i know can already
But i can tell you, it's super a pain in the neck
Fun playing scissors, paper,stone with the same usual 3 girls.
Gah, but Hh knew my tricks.
Tmr is the big event, & the day i believe that most glorious hate it.
They're going to pass out.
Zomfg, they're leaving us. *sad* T_T
How i wish tomorrow never come.
Monday, May 19, 2008 8:05 PM
Just A Burden
It's great to be back home again
Having sleeping with aircon will be fabulous
Mum got me a slipper & some clothings
Arg, although no domo, bt i appreciate the things you've got for me
Help mum with some housework :D
Gahs, i wasnt able to cut hair today, Cause the shop was close
Am i really useless
it's seems that once i got bk home
nothing went smoothly
The conection suddenly wasn't able to use
Bro was super angry, he told me that nothing happened with it before i came bk
& maybe i'm just a burden for them
I only know how to create trouble. Never give them happiness
Maybe i don't belong to this hse. I only invite more trouble
Maybe they'll be happy without me aye?
I hate myself!
Dehydrating
Little earthlings out there nowadays weather is so effing hot
Everyone do take care of yourselves. Must drink sufficient water uh
God, i'm craving for some aircon
sleepless night without aircon}terrible
Finally finish watching
"14 sai No Hahas" (wierd name)
& i'm soo in love with that drama
HURRAYY
parents will be bk home today Later going airport to fetch them bk
Hope mum&dad will get me a DOMO thing *praying hard*
& i'm want a new hairstyle.
I die die also must today go cut hair la
Yst couldn't make it.
Sunday, May 18, 2008 12:42 PM
Gosh, it's just one day away from home
i miss mum & dad
In the past, i always blame them for not giving me this & that
but have i wondered if i deserve it
i was rather touched when Zoe told me,
mum went asking her & Shan what does domo looks like
cause she's thinking of buying one for me from bk
Maybe i was wrong?
& when we had a tiff, i would always blame her
maybe my words were too harsh?
But everyone makes mistake
nobody is perfect in this world
is up to you to condemn a person
whether he/she had done any wrong
they're just a human beings aye?
so learn to treasure the people around you
before you start regretting it.
But it will be better if one try to learn from their mistake
& not repeating it again.
I know results does not mean anthing
life is more important than anything.
We're so near, yet so far
i'll never know what you're thinking
Friday, May 16, 2008 8:30 PM
Future Leaders
I got to start saving money already
Had this rather boring talk on saving money
I also want to start saving up now.
or i'm gonna be penniless when i grow up luh
Ummm, i think now must be very careful with the words we write here
Cause we'er the future leader, our words means a lot
LOL. Alrights, so no more vulgarities here aye?
Oh we got praised today, mdm say we're united
*clap hands* :D. & today almost full attendance
Except one who was sick. Keep it up guys.
Oh staying overnight at Shan's house for two days
Cause tmr parents will be flying off to BangKok
Bon Voyage to them. Mum & dad, have a nice trip there :D
I'm still waiting for you to talk to me.
Thursday, May 15, 2008 10:31 PM
Life, upside down.
At here, I would Like to wish Ms TeoWeiShan
a happy birthday
May god grant her wishes.
Everything has its up & its down, Including life
& now my life is down Everything seems so fated
It's fated whether we can get together.
No use continue dragging It does neither of us good
Now, my life is completely upside down
Cause everything just doesn't goes the way i want it to be
Everything is opposing my will
my results, it's completely atrocious.
One word to define it, it's that i falied almost all my subjects
For this pathetic time, i fail many subjects
I dont have the courage to do everything
i dont have the courage to tell my mum too
why am i borned as a fcuking timid person?
but this is real spooky....
When a person is unlucky, they'll be unlucky for everything they do.
but when a person is lucky, everything they do will go smoothly.
I recalled dad telling me this when i was young
"when there's a will, there's a way"
till now i dont believed in it.
Cause i still cant seem to find my way out of this misery life
i was disappointed with the results.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 10:02 PM
What does family & friends mean?
I agreed with what hh said
God created us , and gave us this special group of people called Family & Friends .
But family? if you dont have a good family. A caring mother & father.
Will this be even a family
for me, i dont really know what's a family to me. Cause i dont have one
i can't find anyone to talk to. not to say my mum
Cause i can't feel the love of family
& friends, having friends that don't understand you.
is this call friends?
What's the real meaning of family & friends
No ones know.
I prefer if god had not create me
Cause creating someone to the world is a noble thing
but if that someone is miserable, what for god create them
Since god decided to create us, why not make everyone live happily
why must make us live in agony? if only i could make a choice, i wish i would never be born to this world
to this family & maybe my life would be in a different way
Life is nothing to me. I rather die than living in misery
Going crazy
Ummm, i dont know what's the fcuking wrong with me
I'm going crazy now
i'm not angry with anyone, neither today i cry also not because of anyone
i just suddenly can't take it
Tears suddenly rolled down from my cheeks
i just feel like having a nice cry, i didn't knw why did i cry for neither
maybe cause my mum?
friends, sorry if i have make you people worry
i dont know why now i get fustrated easily
i get angry when people come to irritate me
What happen? I dont want to be like this.
& now i got angry cause because of minor things
what fucking wrong?
i'm trying real hard to be happy.
But i just can't. I really can't take it anymore
but i find myself not like that when i'm with Glorious D:
Mum, can you just shut up for one fucking time
I can no longer be myself back. I'm really trying to cheer up
So people, if i've attitude you or anything in these few days
I'm sorry
Leave me alone/
Syf results, where're you?
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 8:06 PM
Too timid
quarallel with mum again, she saw my hp msges.
& was very fedup with the msg A sent to me.
She got so angry, that she questioned me like i was a criminal
& i really went mad at that time
i was crying all the way. My head was spinning so hard.
I told mum, Just go away, i beg you
i'm really very painful, just let me cry, cry to death
I really feel like dying, but i've got no courage
I'm too timid to die
i hate myself, why am i born so timid
if i was more daring, i would really hope to die
idk why i can be so happy in school?
Am i acting, or that's actually not the real me
Maybe me myself dont even know what's the real me
But i'm really sick & very tired
I'm really very tired, feel like closing my eyes
& never wake up again.
Even if i'm at home, i can't cry. i must act strong & happy in front of them
But i'm sick of acting, where's the real me?
where can i find a nice corner to die or cry peacefully?
i really feel like crying hard, but there seems to be no tears
i'm really in agony, i don't even have the freedom to cry.
Friends? Do they really understand me?
Monday, May 12, 2008 7:11 PM
Blue Tongue Gang
Gah, i saw a lovely dovey couple at bustop today
shan't say it in here
you know i know can already
so dont tag saying out the people aye
people do have their privacy rights
We so called run to Cwp
& had lunch at LJS
Gah i've got parkinson's disease cause my hands kept shaking
TeeHee. & DOMO've got no table manners
Went buying surplee, i drank a little
then ran back into the store to refill
Err, those store people were dumb, or i'm pro?
Than we went playing with our blue tongue
& soon we went scaring people with our tongue
Hh created a gang, ' The Blue Tongue Gang'
i scared the security guard in our school, & he was like acting shock back
Ohh, Joey have got terminal disease, cause her lips went all blue
Overall, Esplanade trip was alrights
the dance was fantastic, But guys got horny during it!
Afterall, my class boys aren't a gentleman & they're super noisy
After exams, RedCross are back as usual
& i just loving it D:
*Praying hard for the 2nd day that i can get into Syf*
Sunday, May 11, 2008 7:42 PM
Happy Mother's Day
Ummm, feeling hungry or hand itchy?
which is all our 伟大妈妈的节日
在这里我要祝福天下的妈妈幸福快乐 : D
Today we went celebrating Mother's Day as well as my pretty cousin,
Ms TeoWeiShan's Birthday B: not actual
Had an oishi lunch at Lobster House in the Simei Ite.
Hahahs,the food was real delicious..
but expensive la
Then way to Popo house,ate Chocolate Fondue & played Majong
then went to DownTownEast's tea valley.
ate another expensive dinner
Gahh..guess today our parents spent quite a lot just on food
Ummm, cut Shan's HelloKitty Birthday cake at TeaValley
Me & Zoe sung the loudest to make her go gaga.
Sheesh, tmr must go school at 8! so to me,
it isn't a holiday, hahahas.
Still praying hard that all glorious
who went for Syf selection can get in
But yst sir told us we got good comments
YAHOOOOOOOOO
& Our dearest Amir name have Changed to Amira since yst
Saturday, May 10, 2008 9:19 PM
Demoralized
Ummm...before i start my posting
I would like to solemly wish our DEAREST Ms See Ching Yee
"Happy Birthday"
Gah i've promise her to grant one of her wishes
Hmm but she haven't told me what's her wishes. LOL
Okay, get to serious business, today post will be rather long. Gahhs
i woke up at 5.30
After exam, here RedCross comes again
I super fed up with the Syf Trng
we were doing drills with "baby"
as in Me & Jasmine was in the same squard with those Sec 1 & 2.
Like omg. They dont even have the simple basic.
& the sir like teaching us step by step
Rofl, like wasting time at there
Doing those standard drills, like senangdiri & sediya with three steps movement
Like gone back to the past. But i'm super demoralised at that "baby" squard.
Ended up with a body ache.
I was a little upset that we were not the choosen ones
but i really put in my best effort already
Do drills till i want to die!
Syf trng is tougher than Nfdc trngs luh
Hope i can get into the Syf Squard
*praying real damn hard*
Mother Day is tmr.
Mum wrote me a super long chinese letter again
LOL.
I'm really speechless!!!
When will i get an answer from you?
Friday, May 09, 2008 9:00 PM
Stress-Free
YAHOOOOO
HOHOHO
Exam's are finally over :DDDD
but still no hanging out with friends. Sheesh
ummmm, but at least i got back my lovely PSP
Monday have no school
But i still needa go for the esplanade Trip
Gahs, there's goes my marking day
Hahahs.
At arnd 8.24, someone told me all 8 of us were in for Syf
Oh it's like super last minute
at first still struggling whether to go a not.
but end up all of us went
Exceptt.....
Thursday, May 08, 2008 1:20 PM
Everything is never too late;
Arg; expected that for sure i'm going to fail Chem
Ta-Dah :B cause i didn't even touch my Chem book
I left many questions blank
& worst still. I slept for almost half of the time
idk why once paper start, i felt so sleepy
but after sleeping. Hah i'm energetic again
Hmm, as for D&t,
i also didn't study for it :x
lalalas, i was so lazy yst
But at least i seem to be able to do most of the qns
at most only left a few qns?
I reckon i didn't do well for this time MidYr
& i explain to mum already
She said she understand but told me EOY i must do well
Okay, i will start pulling up my socks
Hope it isn't too late :p
D&t students released the earliest
so went Cwp bought bubble tea & home i'm
mum, today i'm good [: cause i came back early.
Drats, i've forgotten to bring my wallet & handphone today
Ooopppppssss...
Till now, i still can't figure out what you're thinking.
Ahhhhhh.. 1 more day & i'll be Stress Free...
Wednesday, May 07, 2008 1:49 PM
Trigonometry.
Wee maths paper had finally pass
Gah, i admit i didn't really study for maths this time round :x
I hope i will not fail this time paper
i slept for a while & was super energetic after that
at the last few minutes, i give up on the last qns
all the qns idk how to do is about TRIGONOMETRY
Argggggg Trigonometry, i hate you
went mos burger with Shanny & friends
then went lunch with mum at Sakae
Yst just had a tiff with her & now she's treating me Sakae
Wierd isn't it, but who cares. I've got free lunch anyway :D
Drats, i just told her my friend say she like ahlian
& take fake goods. (but she don't alrights)
She got real angry & gave me a slap
but mum, i know you didn't mean it.
cause you did say sorry to me.
I was glad about the letter you wrote
i really hope our relationship will mantain this way
i'll try my best to come home early alrights
i'm happy as the way it is now
I dread studying Chem & Dnt. I can't understand both.
I'm waiting for an answer from YOU
2 More days & it'll be over :B
Tuesday, May 06, 2008 8:07 PM
Domo♥
SHANNYYY! We ♥DOMO
i kidnapped Shanny's DOMO
:x
Devoted as can be;
Gah, i was about to fall asleep when doing maths test
Oh well, did i do well for the test?
i dont know either
but i guessed i missed around 9 marks
i calculated the marks for this paper
most probably can pass?
Hope so, seriosuly hope soi can't afford to fail maths!
Breakfast @ Kfc with friends
Oh guess what, i saw my mum at there for thrice
can't believe how 'lucky' i was
when she saw me, she smile
but i know there's a knife behind her smile
cause her smile are scary. It's better if she dont smile
so creepy.
Gah, i can't play Dj Max in my psp
Something's wrong.
will i ever meet someone so devoted.
I can't believe such devoted guy still exists in this world
will the world have another?
Is he devoted to me?
everything is still dragging till now...
Monday, May 05, 2008 6:48 PM
Aren't Successful
domo domo, drawn by ShannyArg, i own to history again
i spent 3 hours memorizing Stalin,cause teacher told us that will come out.
&
when i got the paper i was dumb-folded alrights
Nothing about Stalin! it's only the part on source based
Kumar-mar you good! Scam me ): Rah
oh hurry up congrats me for failing my humanities.
went out with Shanny & up to her house
had our lunch at Vista together with Cw.
then spent time straightening my hair
Oh shanny :] thanks for lending me your straightener
enjoy the day together with Shanny
Shanny, let's both work hard alright
then both of us will have good results & celebrate
© Shann's msg.
Am i still recalling the sweet memories that you've give me?
but i know once i've decided, i can no longer regret.
like what Cm said, you can't expect anything from such guys...
Are you really serious? or are you just playing?
Sunday, May 04, 2008 2:11 PM
Red Cross Days♥;
We the members of Glorious ,
pledge to be loyal and committed ,
regardless of gender , tall or short .
To bring EVGRCY to greater heights ,
so as to achieve championship ,
and bring glory to EVGRCY .
Hah. this one officially created by HweeHwa
I © from her blog. No offence.
I really missed those red cross days.
Life is now so bored without any Red Cross.
Hope trngs will faster resume : D
I'm missing you;
Oh great :D
Daddy finally re-format my lappy.
now its no longer lag.
But sad to say, my photoshop is GONE
Oh well, i shall just borrow it from some of my friends
Or download it from web.
Args.I'm dead bored.
Nothing seems to get into my mind of what i've studied
I just hate humanities so much.
It's all about memorizing
&
memorizing gives me headache.
there're like tons of points to memorize.
Will I pass my humanities?
Nahs, I doubt so.
I’m missing you.
♥思念着你
Saturday, May 03, 2008 3:07 PM
Why must it be like that...
i really
dread staying at home.
i know now is examination period
but what if exam's are over?
i doubt i can also go out.
hope for better days to come.
but when will it arrive....
♥我要自由
Friday, May 02, 2008 3:01 PM
Social Studies;
Gosh. I own social studies again
can predict that i'm gonna fail it.
I dont even have enough time to complete the whole paper.
was like struggling through the past half an hour.
Oh whatever
Anyway i'm always acting as the baddy.
Define bad...
♥我是坏人?
Thursday, May 01, 2008 5:18 PM
Shit Happiness;
Oh please. i begged you, stop giving me those attitude.
I dread it real much
Why can't we go back to the times
when we're still at least able to communicate
A home to me is nothing anymore.
A place for me to sleep, study & stay in.
Whats more a mother? Just one that give me food & money
Nothing else. Its really hard communicating with you in such way.
Worst still, i got no mother love from you
Stop controlling me. I really can't stand it.
Fcuking can't stand it anymore.
What did i do, to deserve this?
I've never knew what mother love was,
cause you never shower me with you love.
Now, i guessed i'm sick of it
& i dont think i need your love
If you dont care for me, I'll no longer care
Cause my heart & attitude to you has died.
Maybe now i prefer you to not care me anymore
then i might be a little bit happy?
Why other people mother are not like that
why must it be me?
Why can't i have a good mother, & a fcuking good life?
With you around, i guess i'll never know what happiness is?
At home, i'm already like that
everyday crying because of you, mother
what's more in school?
School is a heaven, cause at least for once, i'll not be controlled.
Maybe i'm better off dead, then getting tortured!
At least if you'll stop confiscating my things, i will be happpy?
cause only all this can make me a little happy!
do you know i cried while posting.i begg you spare me from all this!
♥幸福在哪里?
domo domo, drawn by Shanny
i really dread staying at home.
Gosh. I own social studies again
