Thursday, February 21, 2008 10:34 PM
when can this stress leave me?
in this two days
many thing have happen
we are no longer friends
i feel a little touched when you wrote the letter
but you only think of the negative side
afriad that the same problem would happen again
but the fact is you will not know when you dont try
since you are so persistant, so its over for four of us
anyway i'm so stressed out these few days
at first, i can be suddenly high
than later i will suddenly emo at one side.
what really happen to me?
have i changed?
when everyone is laughing over something
but to me, i did not think its funny at all.
guessed because recently many thing have happen.
i surely going to flunked my common test
i've been rushing the breakdown everyday
and have really no time and mood to study.
but please god let me pass.
i dont want to flunked them.
between me and him, has our problems solved?
even me myself also dont know
but i really dont want to put down this relationship.
damn, god save me
i now just hope to have a nice tight sleep
and wake up when i want to.
i'm really tired.
tomorrow is our two month
rmb boy, i still love you, and i trust you too.
