Wednesday, April 09, 2008 9:04 PM
Hatred going on;
I had enough
I wanna defend already la.
For so many years i've been listening to you.
But what i get, still only those tiny weeny care & concern from you
Use com also cannot, control this & that.
Hello, i not your dog alrights.
I'm your daughter. Sometimes i'm wondering are you my real mother.
Where got such mother biased till like that.
What bro have, i dont have.
You are damn right biased. For so many years, it have not changed
That's why its resulting to now why i'm rude to you
I tired of being controlled by you.
I thought as i grow older, i will have freedom
But now, it's still fcuking the same
It's really enough.
When i come to an extent that i no longer respect you or listen to you,
It's the time my heart has die.
This house is just a place for me to sleep & live on.
But i've fcuking no controll in it.
Till now, i'm still listening to you.
But gradually if you continue to treat me like this.
I dont know what i no longer do.
That's why i'm always home late.
Cause i dont wanna come back to this house where i totally got no control with it.
I rather stay in my room & not coming home
I've come to the extent of not liking to go home so early.
Whatever wrong doings i've, it's because of you.
You gradually make me to become the either good or bad person i am.
To brother; if you've read this.Pls dont go tell Mummy. I dont wna hurt her. I'm just stating my feelings.mummy; you birthday is coming in a few days time.I know what's your wish. It will come true, it you changed. Really, i just hope for a little freedom, a little bit care & concern
