Oh please. i begged you, stop giving me those attitude.
I dread it real much
Why can't we go back to the times
when we're still at least able to communicate
A home to me is nothing anymore.
A place for me to sleep, study & stay in.
Whats more a mother? Just one that give me food & money
Nothing else. Its really hard communicating with you in such way.

Worst still, i got no mother love from you

Stop controlling me. I really can't stand it.

Fcuking can't stand it anymore.

What did i do, to deserve this?

I've never knew what mother love was,

cause you never shower me with you love.

Now, i guessed i'm sick of it

& i dont think i need your love

If you dont care for me, I'll no longer care

Cause my heart & attitude to you has died.

Maybe now i prefer you to not care me anymore

then i might be a little bit happy?

Why other people mother are not like that

why must it be me?

Why can't i have a good mother, & a fcuking good life?

With you around, i guess i'll never know what happiness is?

At home, i'm already like that

everyday crying because of you, mother

what's more in school?

School is a heaven, cause at least for once, i'll not be controlled.

Maybe i'm better off dead, then getting tortured!

At least if you'll stop confiscating my things, i will be happpy?

cause only all this can make me a little happy!
do you know i cried while posting.i begg you spare me from all this!

♥幸福在哪里?