Sunday, June 29, 2008 6:58 PM
Praying real hard
It's grandpa 3rd death anniversary today
so went to pay respect to him, my dearly grandpa
i recalled the times when mum whack me, grandpa would protect me.
i was lucky to have a grandpa who cares for me.
:Chocolate fondue, mahjong, gambling at grandma hse
tmr need to have any checkup, i'm really lost for words
there's must be smething wrong, or i wouldn't be called again for another checkup
frm young i'm a timid person
i dnt even dare to pierce ear or such, i'm damn afraid of pain
& cousin case was alike as mine, she had to go for an operation
if i really had to go for it too, i think death would be a better choice for me
god, i begged you to bless me.
dnt bomb me with a bad news. Please...
save me from the misery
i'm full of fear now, please may nothing bad happen to me.
P.S/ now that you left men behind , who will i run to?
