Tuesday, July 01, 2008 8:41 PM
Accepting it reluctantly
Hurrayy, i passed my sit & reach
like finally laa @_@
physic period is always such a waste of time
everytime wasn't sure of the location to go to
ended up waited like an idiot outside library
Rc meeting after tht, had loads of fun
finally we can play & slack in the redcross rm
cat fighting with Yy, Cy became the 2nd victim :/
in the end, i guess Yy has lots of bruises now
till now, i still can't bring myself to accept everything
whether is good or bad, it's still hard for me to take it.
Idk why, i stil can't accept her presence.
but i hope things'll change for the better smeday
Smetimes i really hope to find a good spot which i can cry peacefully @ there
but who can i lean on? who will be there for me?
seriously, having a family or not, doesn't really matters to me.
cause parents dnt even knw whether i'm sad or happy
we gotta fight for our own happiness
