Saturday, August 02, 2008 10:32 PM
No sense of belonging
So, it've been three weeks since i last went to grandma house
and today, i went there again
to also celebrate aunt's birthday, though i dnt know when is the actual day
But idk why, when i'm at there
have got no sense of belonging, i would rather not go there
cause i'm always the quiet one, when i get there
i can't seem to joke with them
though they're my relatives, but why i can't feel any bond between us at all
maybe cause since young, we weren't that close, i supposed
anyway, you'll never what i am thinking
or even what others is thinking as well.