holiday have arrived
but i dnt really enjoy having holiday, i prefer to go school
at least, i would be happy in there
nobody willl ever see me smile/laugh when i'm at home or with relatives
cause i can't seem to smile when i'm with them
starting to hate my life at home, so many things are restricted for me
i hate mother having to do those small irritating actions
she took away my tv antena, my computer charger
what else more is she gonna take away, my phone!?
there's a certain limit to my patience. i'm soon gonna break down
yes my birthday is over, i'm fifteen now
but a primary school kid life is better than mine
at least, they have the freedom to do what they want
whereas for me, at home is like shit, more like a jail
even when i want to watch tv, she also dnt allow!
hey mother, what else more do you want
i rather stay in jail than at home!, as a home to me is close to a jail
what must i still do to gain that little trust from her!!!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT. CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MY FAMILY!
i dont know this is my how many post of saying this
cause things hadn't change for the better, even if it has, it's only for a period of time
after that period of time, she suddenly turn to a mad person again
yesyesyes, you can only communicate with brother right
go ahead, for which i dnt give a damn anymore. i'm actually as cheerful as weishan.
but when i'm home, i can't show that cheerfulness in me, only if i'm with my friends, i'm happy
YOU FORCED ME TO BECOME THE UNHAPPY PERSON I'M RIGHT NOW
misunderstanding always occur between both of us
but never once would you sit down nicely and hear me out
probably every smile I fake.