Thursday, September 04, 2008 7:25 PM
Good days ahead
yesterday had a conversation with mummy
suddenly talked about the dream she had last night
and in her dream,heaven told her that i am not happy at all
and she's the cause of it. heaven told her that
'i'm just like a bird, who wants to fly
but can't fly, cause she's there holding onto me tightly
heaven told her to let go, let me fly'
this might sound absurd, but that's what mummy told me
all the while, she knew that i wasn't happy
she's aware of it, yet she didn't want to let go of me
cause she's worry that i might take it for granted
worry that i might not know how to have self control
that's somehow true, i really dnt know how to control myself
so i still need her to control me (:
well, i certainly hope for good days ahead. hope that the bad days will soon be gone
no matter what's the results, at least i know she've tried
i finally had my I/c done/made
and today, i could really see the change in mummy.
oh thank you so much, mother. i won't take it for granted
just got to know that the firstaid competition date
clashes with the date tht we're going to genting
how? which one shld i go for
i want to go for both. i dnt want to miss either one of them
HOW!!!??????
oh yes, hweehwa is coming back today
welcome back, lessy! (:
