Sunday, October 19, 2008 9:09 PM
Back to the old self.
i completely give up on hope
mum were the one who say she will let go of me
she's the one who say this willingly, i didn't force her or anything
but i know, it's standard
such thing only last for a few weeks, latest will be one month or so?
yes, she said to give me 2 hours of computer per day
yet now, she got back to her old self
nagging when i'm in front of the computer
i just don't get it
don't lie to me, don't let me hold on to some shit hope
making me sound like a fool, a small little naive girl
since you alr tried letting me go,why must you go back to the old constrain you again?
she just don't keep her words.
she will change her rules, as and when she like
yes, she've got all the say in everything
so i must well, just shut up then
soon, i will become mute in front of her man!
i will just shake my head, when she changes.
good things just won't last, don't they;
o well, shall end this happily then.
i just can't wait to get myself involve in redcross again
cause it feels great, having to be with glorious, all the time (:
