Tuesday, March 03, 2009 8:45 PM
a vision comes before us
it have always wonders me, why do i feel empty or
have mix feelings every once in a while?
is it cause i am fear of losing something, something is lacking or
can't bear to leave certain thing behind.
this Friday's redcross trng is our very last trng we are going to run
soon everything will be pass down to saviours,
like how victorious stepped down and left us.
i know this's what'll happen to every batch once they reaches sec 4
our glory time is over, and it's time for us to step down
but why can't i bear to?
it's cause those memories were simply too wonderful,
the time where we do proposal overnight together,fight over post,
conflict over issues, shared happy and sad memories together,
shared tears and joy together
though it wasn't entirely filled with happy memories
but this is what made it worthwhile...
although at times, we really can't take it, such that we want to give up
but it's for all this that we persevered till now
it's the journey that counts
am I self-consoling myself? I dread the day when POP comes!