Friday, July 24, 2009 9:43 PM
somewhere only we know
It's by human nature that people are selfish(?)
The irony thing is my laptop had been repaired long ago
Yet because of human's nature of being selfish
They kept me in the dark
I felt like a fool, yet they could still use it to happily watch shows online!
Just because of their selfishness, i had to face this stupid old lag second hand laptop
When i open 'My documents', i had to wait for more than 2 minute
Just because of N level, am i to face four walls everyday in the room
Human beings, have feelings, but have you ever cared for my feelings?
I asked you this qns yst, and you did not give me an answer
Human beings naturally want fun in their life, want to know what's the outside world like
Even viewing blog, you nag!
At times, you asked me, why can't i treat you like a friend,
And confide everything to you
But could i? I told you about certain stuffs i viewed on blog
Yet you nagged non stop afterthen!
You told me i had no rights to compare me and brother together!
So what if he's doing well, so what's if i am in this stream
We're your flesh blood chlidren, yet i felt more like a stranger
Once, brother asked me, you treated this as your house or your home,
I told him, home.
He said, why not house, bec home is just a place for you to lived in
I told him, i have no say no right in this family, so yes, it's just a home to me
What more could i ask for, just hope for a space of my own
Goodnight,
harder than you know
