Friday, August 28, 2009 10:19 PM
Living memory
My academic wise has not been very ideal
Buck up! buck up! buck up!
I repeatedly reminded myself that it's not the time to play
And there's actually no time for me to waste either
But there've been too many distractions
I can't seem to study in my room,
it's way too cosy that sometimes i will sit down at my sofa, start revising
And ended up, relaxing
If not, i would be taking out some electronic gadgets & start surfing the net
For my English Compostion, i wrote the topic on "Discipline"
That wasn't the topic for us, where we could write freely
Yet, i choose that deadly topic, which caused me a F on my script
In my compo, i mentioned about self discipline
Which i think, i seriously need to practice self discipline
I always told myself, i'll just sleep for 5 minutes
I'll just laze around for 5 minutes, i'll just use my touch for 5 minutes
But 5 minutes wasn't even long, i ended up spending my day just giving my excuse of this 5 minutes
But i am not at all happy when we took back our papers
I will just tell my peers, it's okay, N level, i will study hard for it
But to think of it, Am i?
Celestegoh have got to buck up now, or she'll end up in I**
So i will. Bec, i know i could do it
I did it for my Socialstudies,
I told myself to study everything before i could sleep
And i did, and when i step out from the examination hall, i felt so relieved
I didn't step into the examination hall with a heavy heart on that day
And the feeling was just so awesome
I hope i could do this for the other subjects too
I will leave myself w no regret.
Bec, there won't be any time machines existing,
to take us back to the time that we regretted
Make the right decision, live with it, & not having any regrets
Goodnight,
星星在夜里的善变
