Sunday, August 09, 2009 8:01 PM
that's not my name
I really no longer wish or no longer want to care, cry,get jealous over this anymore
I really feel like not doing anything more, to improve our r/s of a mother & daughter
Bec what could I actually do
Results? But is this going to work
You make me feel like I have no way out
Once I flunk badly for N, life won’t be great for me, anymore
Shouldn't the role as a mother, encourage her daughter not to give up?
Yes, I know nothing about you
So do you, aye?
Do you know when I’m happy? Stress? Sad? Jealous?
Why, why I felt as thought brother is in heaven
And, I am in hell
People are telling me how fortunate I am.
But think twice again, am I really?
Is this fated?
Even my birthday celebration, I had no say over it
Really feel like telling them to just cancel the chalet
Bec, I am not even allowed to stay overnight at there.
The irony thing is that, people crys over guy, get sad over conflict in a friendship
But me, I cry over my mother, time and time again, I cry over it
I really don’t like the feeling of seeing brother get new things.
It’s been when since I had one? After the phone dad bought for me
Nothing else, but his room, have been adding on lots of things
Countless of new stuff
Even though, I need not had to do any of those household chores,
But she’s controlling, restricting! I don’t mind if she nags, but…L
If anyone know what I am going through, you won’t be saying I’m fortunate at all
Father, mother, brother, are all blaming me for not appreciating
But have you’ll tried to understand?
Bec, a home with everything anyone could ask for,
Doesn’t even feel like a home to me
Now my room, is no longer my room
Goodnight,
Tell me why
