Monday, September 14, 2009 9:42 PM
the honest stays too much
As it get nearer and nearer
I fear, fear of stepping my life into a future that i can never shine at there,
I fear, fear that once i am into there, my relationship with my mother is bound to worsen,
I fear, fear that people will look down on me,
I fear, fear that i can't make it up to Sec 5
I fear, fear that i will not survive in that world
I fear, fear that i might do silly things in the end
I know, once i'm into it, my life will change
I know, it would be ten times worser than my secondary school life i know
I fear, fear of facing this cruel fact
I fear, fear of facing up to reality
I fear, fear of facing up to the criteria
I fear, fear of living my life if i were to get into there
