Monday, September 14, 2009 9:41 PM
Within the heart of everyone
I'm left with no choice
Mum have already told me what life would be for me IF i get in there
Everyday, i have been foolishly, hoping that the news will report that:
The criteria for N is changed, it has been reduced
But what's the use of imagining something that will never happen
I've been giving myself and others too many excuses
Left with not even a month, can i create a miracle?
I'm thankful for those who came to coach me, motivate me, had high hopes on me
Now i know,although it will be me who's gonna face the music if i flunk N,
But it also affects everyone in my surrounding
;my classmates,peers,glorious,seniors,teachers,parents,brother,cousin,tutor
How disappointed would they be in me, how i have let them down
Seriosuly, talk is cheap i know, actions speakes louder than words, i know.
I am not giving up, i am not going to resign my fate, I am not going to have any regrets
Words of Advice From Dad,
You can choose to pay now, and play later
Or you can choose to play now and pay later
He asked me what's my choice
And i choose to pay now, and play later, and have no regrets
I will prove it
Motivate myself, work hard, persevere!
Goodnight,
The world's too complicated
